2015-01-12

Vic

Ugh I'm sorry. I feel that way sometimes. God I'm so worked up right now. I just feel angry and I feel like everyone is pissing me off. Nothing bad happend, I just see people and I'm like "fuck all ya'll" In my head.

11:38 PM

Paulina

THAT WAS ME MONDAY

11:38 PM

Paulina

get some caffiene

11:39 PM

Vic

Start coughing and spit. Be gross

11:39 PM

Paulina

XD I'll spit all ober

11:39 PM

Vic

No, I think it's the caffeine that's fueling it. I just feel like everyone is gross and sucks. I want my babies.

11:39 PM

Paulina

Shiiiet, I wish you the best of luck

11:41 PM

Vic

Yee. Me to haha

11:44 PM

Vic

Fuck this wind. Fo real

11:44 PM

Bryan

I'm gonna go to bed now but you have fun paul! And I miss u :(

8:55 AM

Paulina

I love you very berry much

9:04 AM

Vic

This faggot don't look right.

9:11 PM

Paulina

Yeah yeah yeah

10:29 PM

Zimm

Alright alright alright

10:30 PM

Paulina

SHE GON LEARN TUDAY

10:30 PM

Zimm

If that's a quote from that same movie, I don't know it, I just know "alright alright alright" lol

10:34 PM

Paulina

OKAY. I was quoting Kevin hart

10:35 PM

Zimm

See I haven't seen him in forever. Have you seem the trailer with him and will farrell though? It seems...okayish

11:03 PM

Paulina

Nah. Yeah he's mediocre

11:08 PM

Zimm

His early stuff was good! Now he's become adam sandler

11:37 PM

Paulina

Wha job?

11:20 PM

Paulina

Parents, school, gurl buggin Ya?

11:20 PM

Vic

Coat checker at the art museum, I've actually always thought it would be cool to work there, I just like an hour filling everything out and typing a cover letter. I really hope they get back

11:22 PM

Bryan

You are so sweet paul ha, and not so much parents anymore but I'm worried about school and my girl and some of my friends and well things that I haven't done yet

11:24 PM

Paulina

Me too! Bug em.

11:26 PM

Paulina

How are you and liz? Taking it casual? And you worried about grades?

11:27 PM

Vic

I'll make sure to call in a fee days, that would be so cool, I think I would do really good. Ugh. So your gonna call me later tonight?

11:30 PM

Bryan

We are good, i just get worried sometimes but it's fine, we are doing things and are calling each other cute names but we aren't going out yet, and a little about grades but I just get worked up and worry a lot

11:30 PM

Paulina

Yass

11:35 PM

Paulina

I'll clean my room and call you

11:35 PM

Paulina

I getchu. Life is hard sometimes and gets all muddled up but that's when you know you have to keep it together

11:36 PM

Vic

Okay I think I'll do the same haha, what time will you be calling you think?

11:37 PM

Paulina

Not sure, I'll text you right before

11:37 PM

Bryan

True true, and yeah.. I an going to see a counselor soon but I have yet to call her and set up an appointment and stuff...

11:42 PM

Paulina

Yeah I need to set up a doctors appointment to see where my hormones are at. I think if I need them I'll take antidepressants.

11:42 PM

Bryan

Paul you not sad gurl, you are so awesome and stuff!!! :) but idk if I can do pills... just something about pills... maybe I do need them as well :0

11:44 PM

Paulina

I'm not sure, I just don't like feeling really high then really low all of a sudden. And at first I didn't want to but I've been thinking about it for awhile

11:45 PM

Bryan

Yeah its bad sometimes... I have been like that for a long time, but I just try to change my mind set before I smoke and stuff but once I come down.. I get all sad, the only normal I feel is sometimes but mostly when I am high

11:47 PM

Paulina

I getchu.

11:48 PM

Paulina

We'll be sad and get better together

11:48 PM

Bryan

Yes girl :) but I need to get over myself and just call my counselor... :/

11:49 PM

Paulina

Yeah. I need to make sure to make an appointment with my doctors tomorrow

11:50 PM

Bryan

Okay :) let's try to do that paul! And we will be better soon, and it's true.. I thought I was going to get happy because I have a girl or whatever and that's not it... its me....... I need to fix me...

11:52 PM

Vic

Okay, sounds good

11:53 PM

Paulina

Yeah. I've been learning you can't depend on others for your happiness. Once we get better, people can only magnify it.

11:53 PM

Paulina

But they can't make all of our happiness

11:53 PM

Bryan

Yeah...... :(((((( ugh might as well just kill myself ha jkjk :0 but yeah I'm going to try to do thiz..

11:56 PM

Paulina

We can do it

11:59 PM

Bryan

I hope so, cause I don't want to be like this any longer... its literally killing me..

12:00 AM

Paulina

It would be nicer for the people around me too if I wasn't so distant every few weeks

12:01 AM

Bryan

Me to.. sometimes I won't text anybody and just do my own thing but I know people are there for me, and then other times I feel really lonely and no one talks to me but I won't text anyone hA

12:06 AM

Paulina

Me too

12:11 AM

Paulina

One and the same

12:11 AM

Bryan

Yeah :/ ugh.. but im not going to do anything stupid cause it isn't worth it..

12:16 AM

Paulina

I've been feeling the same. Kind of lethargic

12:18 AM

Bryan

Yeah :0 I just really want comfort...

12:19 AM

Paulina

I'll hug yo shaggy ass head

12:22 AM

Bryan

Haha yeah omg I need a hug and a haircut lol

12:23 AM

Paulina

❤️I can give you both. One might hurt more than the other

12:24 AM

Bryan

Haha lol does it have to be a surprise or can I asume the haircut will hurt Haha XD

12:30 AM

Vic

Hey that guy, weed town usa, what was his name?

6:05 AM

Paulina

Hunter

6:05 AM

Vic

Is he from Arkansas?

6:11 AM

Vic

Becuase I just made a date with him for Thursday haha

6:11 AM

Paulina

Awww shieet

6:12 AM

Paulina

WE DOIN THAT SHIT

6:12 AM

Paulina

He's a comedian

6:12 AM

Paulina

I think the age difference weirded him out

6:13 AM

Vic

We is! Haha. I know, I remember you said that you though I would like him, and so far just texting he seems really cool. Really? What if I just told him the stuff you told be, freak him out haha, be like, I KNOW SHIT

6:15 AM

Paulina

XD if the date goes smooth make it awkward as shit and be like "so, weed town usa?"

6:18 AM

Vic

HAha, that would be so funny. I don't know how weird that would be, I bet that would be pretty weird." Yeah you went on a date with my friend and she told me about you and shit"

6:20 AM

Paulina

Dayum. That'd be fucked but so funny

6:44 AM

Vic

Haha I wonder if he could handle it, I mean he's a comedy guy. That shit funny. Somehow haha looking through pictures of friends and he sees you. I'm looking forward to it though, how was he in person? He looks cute?

6:57 AM

Paulina

Yeah he was normal looking he was really flamboyant doe

7:51 AM

Vic

Ah, that's good, normal is nice. Glad he ain't ugs. Haha yeah? Hm I'll have to see, flamboyant guys arn't too bad. Kevin is kinda flambo

7:53 AM