I must be a nobody then

I lalalalove chicken

And you

;)

Lol. Forsure.

Some people really don't care

Also when you get older you give less of a fuck

I remember dreading being seen in public if i didn't look my best. Now its not a problem to look like shit and welcome the world with my presence

Yas

I can't wait to have my own space.

My mom is cray cray

I knoww. You bust be getting done with bartons.

She yelled at Harely yesterday...

Sooo. I asked my mom to text me before she headed home from shopping becuase harley needed to move his car and i was hoping to go to funky town with the my boy.

But after some much needed sex i passed the fuck out

I woke up nicely then noticed my phone had a message from my mom

She said "eta 5 min"

And it had been five mins

Then she calls

BUM BUMM BUMMM

I know she must need the car moved and i pick it up telling her i'll be right on it, that i had just woken up

He's half asleep too

She's telling at me on the phone

He goes out and shes shaking her head at him in the car

Then he told me she told him to "never fucking do that again!"

RIGHTM

?

its one thing to talk to me like that but another to talk to boo

Its like? Do you talk to my friends this way?

It's such bullshit. I love my mom but I am getting so sick of her

I need to figure out how to leave

Also she's gotten into the habit of telling harley to do things instead of asking. Shes just so lazy sometimes

He told me he was super close to snapping right back

I wouldn't of blamed him

Oh mannn. My mom and harley yelling at eachother? I would just mind my biz at that point

Awe

She looks super cute

Harley got it from a haul

It makes me feel so cute

When you come down maybe we could look for one

? Check out the goodwill

I've never been to the bins. Maybe we could go with bri

I feel you. I want to workout like i used to.

I just wanna be alittle more tone. And be able to do a soild 20 push ups maybe

Or forsure be able to catch the max with a heavy pack haha

Oh yeeew

The air probably isn't is good as her huh?

:(

Work is a pretty good Work out

Physically

Mentally

... emotionally

Lol its all good

I do like my job

But sometomes i hate it too

Mah boi

More likeharley helped a bunch

Im like pissed at him rn

I was an ass but he just brings it to a new level

I was actually a real bitch thinking about it

I wanted to go out with bri

So i kinda messed up plans

Also he asked me not to take my clothes off and i told him i can do whatever i want with my body ( in refrence to skinny dipping)

She took me swimming. I love bri. When i'm with her i feel like she really gets me and knows what to say. So i kinda jump at chances to see her

Lolol

Could i maybe call you? :(

If not that's cool too

Fr

Lol

Vape lyfe?

Ann Frankie danky weed life

No worries

Its just all dumb. I swear between lack of sleep and my hormones i say weird shit and have some bad outburst

Like i fuckked up the house for a sec.. then had to pick it all up

Oh mann. I've been there

So high i flet like my hands looked super weird and i got uncomfertable

Oh man. Its okay. I kinda understand that stuff a bit more now..

What was all the fuss about?

Awe mama

I'm not mad at you

I hate that feeling

Drawing sounds nice, what do you got so far?

I get that. It just adds fire to flames

I feel like Harley is almost done with me.. sometimes i'm done with him. But i do love him. This whole relationship thing, Sometimes i don't know if its for me 😓

I like

Overall?

Work. Talked to harls, bri and swimming,arguments, tears, bad outbusts, mopping, cigars and spraying for ants

Its okay. I don't mind it.

You're worth busy thumbs

Its crazy how back and forth those thoughs go lol

I've just been in a funky mood. My period was killer this month

Thinking about today. I don't even get how all of it happend. Felt like i wasn't even me..

Harley said it seemed like i didn't even care about our relationship and i loooosssst it.

We were on the phone and its like a fuse blew in my brain. I started screaming at him. Threw my phone annnd flipped my moms chair. Poor Bo was sitting on it. I didn't realize till mid flip

He's fine tho

I hate it because i don't want to be that kind of person but i've never had feelings like this

For real. He cares about me. And sometimes that kills me. I'm just not an average kind of girl.. i feel like i'm kind of out there on certain things

And he doesn't get that. I want to love someone and be free

Maybe i just don't know how to be a gf?

No we went to a public pool but bri went skinny dipping with friends and told me abd harls about it when she visited one day

And he wasn't about it...

Thanks for listening to me vent. Theres just so much built up.

Not that. If i was ever naked around guys without him

I think thats what gets him

Sometimes i can be a bit of a brat.... i'm not used to all this

He messaged me

I think i do owe him an apology

Ugh

I just wish it could be easier

I'm so tired from work and life

Then bae

Oh god

Dude did i tell you some dude that worked at my panera killed hinself there

😫

YES

i'm already paranoid as fuck when i'm alone

i gotta belive in ghoasts

Nah

Before my time

RIFHRJHFNSJT?

RIGHT

I mean sometimes work makes me wanna kill myself

But dayyym

Yeah

Worker!

News update

Me and harls are good

Yess. We fight but make ups are the best