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Lemme look for my headphones real quixk

Ok ready

Hes so sage

So wisen

Shit dude I typed this long ass message and my phonescreen turned off and wiped it. It was basically life update, cass and I talked for real. He genuinely said all that shit he said about my family was a bluff and he was trying to get a rise out of me. I don't think he's actually that evil.

Heya

It's such a fog. I think I said one thing about his mom that was fucked up and I instantly regret. Idk when we were fighting he said Ive been dealing with the biggest heartbreak of my life I can't lose you too. And I wish I responded and we just talked then because I really do love him and he does have his shit together when we're good. I feel bad because I know I sound like a victim woman but I realized this is literally the worst thing to ever happen to him. And if we can work shit out and get our lives straight after this week, I know we can work through anything.

No you don't, I just bottled everything up so hard and I've been so alone and been too scared to talk to you but I really needed to vent to you the most.

So many times I wanted to tell you since you confided about coke stuff. It's honestly really similar to that but lasts way longer. And idk I was just afraid you'd judge me or just stop being my friend.

Just you telling me that warms my heart

You're amazing. I love you so much. You best believe I ain't gonna go crazy as long as I have you. I keep cass grounded but you keep me sane. And loved.

Me neither. I love my sagis.

Idk like you said when we're good we're like fucking golden. For a second like 2 weeks ago we were like a well oiled machine. It was like golden. After the fight he mentioned it to a friend and his friend was like wtf I was actually really envious of you guys a couple days ago...

I think it was just a hump

Well he showed me the text and told me his friend said that.

So true.

Otay sounds good

Yes sum. It's already fucking 80 by 10:56 am. Humid as fuck

Hurts everywhere

Thats cinnamons brother

Pepper

Least it's not Starbucks cups

It's been really good. Except for brit being crazy. Cass and i had more heart to hearts but brit ki da brought him down. Like I could see her draining him it was terrible. How ya been homie?

No dude. He was spitting truth, he finally realized why I was always so guarded and they were basically always close and made a pact to always be honest but I guess she's changed since the couple of years. It was hard for him to swallow.

She just goes into hysterics and she like talks in circles. At one point I was like cass, she's not listening. You gotta hang up.

She so in denial it's like painful. She's like a wreck and he'll bent on making everyone else pay for it.

Ugh. Yeah. He's like my mother died and now I have to bury my sister too. Like his two strong closest family ties are gone

Awe. That's so sweet.

That's really inspiring.

Hmm.. Idk really Vibing with Cass. We separately hummed two songs at two different parts of the day.

Yeah dude

It was cool

You.

Copycat. Lol love you too

Bouts to head to bed. I'm so tired. Brit has given us rude awakenings the past 3 mornings it's insane.

Dude. I agree

I feel so much better and nicer

Yeh

Thanks mama. Dude I know lol. I told cass how you were planning moving in together and forgot about Harley and I Reveled in that.

Idk just us girls with our pets sounds so easy

And nicd

I told cass about our hoe times and how we tindered together and had like fun with it. We kinda sit on it and are snarky together it's kinda cool.

He can be a dece t clean when he's got more of a regular gig. It's been weird not having a regular routine :/

Good morning!

Yes maam

Dogs and vacuums is kinda the best thinf

I found it on the floor while cleaning up the room cass destroyed when he was going through his mom's stuff and I was like aw... Gay but true

Lol omg I noticed that when I signed up for classes our freshman year

Still great

Yoo I know what you mean, I think later on my mom got a packet in the mail like that and I was like dang these look kinda eh. Oh! Is there ceramics on there?

Oh! I forgot about dance stuff. No zumba? I remember thinking it was dumb but we walked passed it and wished we had signed up for that instead lol

Ughhh. Me too. I wish I didn't date dillon for that one semester because I would have had way more involved in school.

I remember one time you got super stoned before your mythology class and I was actually a little worried because how you walked in

You looked so lost

Noooo i was sure you'd be fine then the last moment I was so torn and almost stopped you

Idk i genuinely felt bad but also wondering why you went ham

Maannnn, the kids here are going back to school and seeing them line up for the bus the other morning kinda made me tear up

Yeah, like nostalgic tears

Idk I think you guys did a decent job at separating ways

Yeah I getchu. No yeah when you're like we should've broken up sooner I thought you guys going slower to adjust to not having each other there was the way to go

I just finished a big house clean up and I'm pooped.

Breaks ups generally suck.

I feel good. I'm going to try to rope someone into making the backyard look decent

To start me off in the right direction I guess

Idk it's overwhelming

Plans or plants?

That's pretty cool, I've always wanted like little trees inside but they take up space

Ugh, a little

I thought we were gonna chat earlier

Oh good why does little kids falling make me laugh so hard

"dad's got me"

Oooohh girl you looking FLASHY

Omgggg you kawaii af

Those days are the besr

Cute days

Like not caring is freeing sometimes too but then when you dress up sometimes you even surprise ya self lol

Oh my God tell me about it

Lost hopes

Oooohh I been iffy on trying those

Yeah they kinda scary looking

And I feel like I would feel them too mucb

Me too. They remind me of spiders when girls do both

Too strong

Gave off a power woman vibe. Blink me away wit dem lashes

They're bitches

I didnt realize labor day weekend would be lit-ish over here.

You do

Mann you sent me your pic and I was like aw we both dressed up and wished we were chillin

We are too, I think we might head to a strip club tbh

Dude. Adult stores suck so bad. Only men are allowed in arcades

The gay guy at the adult shop awhile back told us and was like "uh, I guess it's because men are scary." it cracked me up

Nah it is a real rule. I think too many women were attacked so the just ruled it out. Is what goods?

Dang dude. We finally got cuffs n ties again and the set came with a ball gag. We thought it would be a lot cooler and never end up using it. Lol to compensate for not sending you as many letters to you as I wanted I just send you that gag

Idk why it's hot hot. I guess the vulnribik

Lity

Oh! Try to get the ones with real velvet, they love on your wrists.

The guy brought up chafing because sometimes bdsm toys purposely make them chafe

Heya how was your night mama?

Sounds easy-going, that's nice. Where did y'all end up going?

Awe, thats really a damn shame. No one got to see you :(

We didn't go either but we ended up making the light lanterns I bought at Wal mart and having sex.

Dude, if I was you I would've mDe damn sure I got seen by everyone and they dicks

Yeah annoying as fuck. Dude! Right? I hate that the worst because then your own problems get pushed back.

Aaaahh, no I get you. Staying in is nice but I knew something was off. I could feel the mood lol

Hmm. Sounds like that's something that had irritated him before but was saving it to bring up at the worst time.

Yes we both feel. My heart grew a million times because I thought I was so alone and no one cared but you so sweet

Awe. Beech, I love you.

Omg! I was randomly looking through my Dropbox and I have that last one too! I don't know why it stuck out.

Yooo. I k. Ow I have it. I'll send it when I find it cuz I like that onetoo