October 13 – October 22, 2018
SATURDAY, OCTOBER 13 2018
Vi
Paulina
Bo is chubbier than I last seen him
4:26 AM
Vi
He's fatter
4:32 AM
Paulina
Omg girl I wish I could have you over rn. Our house is clean clean, we got our backyard knocked down finally and it looks so nice. I made stir fry with eggs and chicken. My stir fry is God tier level now. We still have some left and it would make me so happy if you could be here
4:34 AM
Vi
:'( & :')
6:35 AM
Vi
I miss you dude
6:35 AM
Vi
That sounds fantastic
6:35 AM
Paulina
Diana is my hero
4:09 PM
Paulina
That bubbles on top of your guyses head makes me giggle so good
4:09 PM
Vi
Diane is pretty funny. I really like her alot.
5:50 PM
Vi
Sometimes she reminds me of you
5:50 PM
Paulina
How old she is
5:50 PM
Vi
She saif she was like a brother today and it made me think of your and you being a brother to your sibs lol
5:50 PM
Paulina
What highs cool she go to?
5:50 PM
Vi
Youuung
5:50 PM
Vi
Reynolds
5:50 PM
Vi
Shes 18 and has a two year old
5:50 PM
Paulina
Oooh idk she seemed familiar to me
5:51 PM
Paulina
Shes like Lilia age
5:51 PM
Vi
Maybe you've seen her in passing or something
5:51 PM
Paulina
Perhaps
5:52 PM
Vi
How you? I keep panicking thinking i have work later but its my daysss off
5:53 PM
Vi
I haven't seen my boy in like 3-4 days. I'm really excited to see him ♡
5:54 PM
Paulina
I'm. Never a huge fan of smudging
9:30 PM
Paulina
I look like a raccoon
9:30 PM
Paulina
It makes your baby blues pop tho
9:30 PM
Vi
I can see that. Sometimes it can look that way
9:34 PM
Vi
Thankies :)
9:35 PM
Paulina
What ya getting dressed up for
9:36 PM
Vi
I just wanna look good on my day off lol
9:36 PM
Paulina
I feel you
9:37 PM
Paulina
I had perfect wings until I cried while puking
9:37 PM
Vi
Noooo
9:37 PM
Vi
I love liquid but my eyes are NOT THE SAME
9:38 PM
Paulina
I don't carry eyeliner with me either :(
9:38 PM
Vi
i know most aren't but i have more lid on one?
9:38 PM
Vi
Ouh you should get a travel one for touch ups
9:38 PM
Vi
!
9:38 PM
Paulina
I have like 3 of the same liquid eyeliner at home lol
9:38 PM
Paulina
I guess in afraid it'll. Spill
9:39 PM
Vi
Put it in a ziplock
9:39 PM
Vi
Bag it up
9:39 PM
Vi
That would suckkk
9:39 PM
Paulina
I would be so upset
9:40 PM
Vi
I want to get better at makeup
9:42 PM
Vi
Oh
9:42 PM
Vi
Maybe we could video chat someday
9:42 PM
Paulina
Some of those insta art bitches are just too good
9:42 PM
Paulina
I hope so
9:42 PM
Vi
And do the same makeup tutorial
9:42 PM
Paulina
Lololol
9:42 PM
Vi
aliens
9:42 PM
Paulina
Some of Dat shit expensive
9:42 PM
Paulina
Yes aliens
9:42 PM
Paulina
Hey what phone do you have
10:49 PM
SUNDAY, OCTOBER 14 2018
Vi
Vi
Glazxy 8 i think the edge one
12:15 AM
Vi
Maybe 9 but i think 8
12:15 AM
Paulina
Yasss
3:14 AM
Paulina
Also i opened your vids in Walmart and couldn't hear shit :(
3:14 AM
Vi
Noo lol same with harely
3:25 AM
Vi
I made a little rap beat about snow globes
3:25 AM
Paulina
Lol I love how fucking strange you are sometimes
4:00 AM
Vi
Tig ol bitties
4:25 AM
Vi
Awe gurrl
4:26 AM
Vi
I'm a weirdo
4:26 AM
Vi
But so are you
4:26 AM
Vi[photo]4:27 AM
Paulina
We're like both awkward people his dad and I but like sometimes we say stuff to one another that the other gets embarrassed about sometimes lol
4:27 AM
Vi
Also accurate becuase I'm cleaning my roo.
4:28 AM
Vi
Room
4:28 AM
Paulina
Lolz I was high on life when I took that photo
4:28 AM
Vi
But after seeing this photo....
4:28 AM
Vi
I DON'T FEEL LIKE CLEANING MY ROOM
4:28 AM
Vi
LOL
4:28 AM
Paulina
I was like super energetic and poppy and cass was like bruh calm. Down didn't you just come from a 12 hour shift?
4:28 AM
Paulina
But hey, you're cleaning your room. Now lol that's all that matters
4:29 AM
Vi
Its that second wind
4:29 AM
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Vi[photo]4:29 AM
Vi[photo]4:29 AM
Paulina
Yass
4:29 AM
Vi
I get that way too
4:31 AM
Vi
I get so peppy i sing after worl
4:31 AM
Vi
Work
4:31 AM
Paulina
You're just so happy to leave
4:31 AM
Vi
For real ðŸ˜ĪðŸ˜ĪðŸ˜Ī
4:59 AM
Paulina
Omg it looks so nice out
9:28 PM
Paulina
I gotta call my. Mom's first hole up
9:48 PM
Vi
I got three
9:48 PM
Vi
I can wait
9:48 PM
Vi
Lol
9:48 PM
Paulina
You got three whay
11:06 PM
MONDAY, OCTOBER 15 2018
Vi
Vi
I got three holes
12:13 AM
Vi
5 if your kinky
12:14 AM
Vi
7 if your a freak
12:14 AM
Paulina
Omg lololo
12:14 AM
Vi
;)
12:14 AM
Paulina
That's absolutely the most amazing thing 8ve read ðŸĪĢðŸĪĢðŸĪĢ
12:14 AM
Vi
I'm good good great or somthing
12:15 AM
Paulina
Yeppers I worked for shedeain
2:19 AM
Paulina
Yellow shirt is super cute
2:19 AM
Paulina
Very salsa 💃
2:19 AM
Vi
I thought it was kinda cute
2:21 AM
Vi
Very my color
2:21 AM
Vi
Thats cool i found that
2:21 AM
Vi
I WAS LIKE HEYYY
2:21 AM
Vi
I know that
2:22 AM
Paulina
They make good umbrellas lol
2:26 AM
Vi
Maybe a good breaker
2:28 AM
Paulina
They're stuff is usually good quality
2:29 AM
Paulina
Omg no
11:31 PM
Paulina
Who's face is that
11:31 PM
Paulina
Why
11:31 PM
Vi
A models
11:31 PM
Paulina
Lololol
11:31 PM
Vi
I know. Its the glasses
11:41 PM
Vi
And your face ♡
11:41 PM
TUESDAY, OCTOBER 16 2018
Vi
Paulina
Truth
2:48 AM
Vi
Can't sleep
2:49 AM
Paulina
I wish God would take me too
2:49 AM
Vi
Gonna try to get back to it. I'll try to give you a call when i wake up if i have time :(
2:49 AM
Paulina
When I'm puking from all my whole
2:49 AM
Paulina
Holes
2:49 AM
Paulina
Oh you don't work today?
2:49 AM
Vi
Ya girl was horny and got turned down earlier and had to dyi
2:50 AM
Vi
Diy
2:50 AM
Paulina
Lol dyi prison dildo
2:50 AM
Vi
I do :((((((((((((((((((
2:50 AM
Paulina
All ya need is a sock
2:50 AM
Vi
No a real one
2:50 AM
Paulina
Some cotton balls
2:50 AM
Vi
With a vibe
2:50 AM
Paulina
And a glue gun
2:50 AM
Vi
Cuz im an adult and a law abiding citizen
2:50 AM
Vi
Psh you don't ger glue guns in prison
2:51 AM
Paulina
Lol civil, discrete masturbation
2:51 AM
Vi
Yes
2:51 AM
Paulina
Ok take ya nappy poo
2:51 AM
Vi
Oh and i mean about about to try to takw a bitch ass nap
2:51 AM
Vi
Talk to ya later if i can pukzo
2:51 AM
Vi
I love you ðŸĪŪðŸ˜Ī😭ðŸ˜ī😚
2:52 AM
Paulina
Love you boo
2:52 AM
Vi
Nighty nap
2:53 AM
Zimm
Paulina
Ain't that the truth lol just gotta keep that royal ego going! And thanks!
4:17 AM
Zimm
Is that your halloween costume?
4:19 AM
Paulina
Perhaps, i was just doing laundry and found it and made me pretty happy lol
4:26 AM
Zimm
ah okay. It's like finding an extra 10$ in a pocket you forgot to check. lol
4:36 AM
Paulina
But better
4:36 AM
Paulina
Because you can be a ballerina princess
4:36 AM
Zimm
Didn't you ice skate for a while? Be a disness princess, on ice!
4:40 AM
Zimm
disney*
4:41 AM
Zimm
I'm a tad liquored up, btw lol
4:41 AM
Paulina
I ice skated for fun a handful of times lol but with a tutu on I'm sure anything is possible. Magically become a figure skater thanks to the power of pink and fluffy fabric
4:43 AM
Zimm
oh i thought i remembered you being like really good at it
4:48 AM
Zimm
Although tutus do make eveything better
4:49 AM
Paulina
I can skate pretty decent
5:03 AM
Paulina
But only been on ice about 4 times I. My lifd
5:03 AM
Paulina
*In my life
5:03 AM
Vi
Paulina
How cold is 8t there
2:33 PM
Paulina
It's like 40
2:33 PM
Paulina
Here
2:33 PM
Vi
Damn. Hmm i don't know
7:04 PM
Vi
Not that cold
7:04 PM
Vi
Its been warm later in the dsy
7:04 PM
Paulina
Take a good naps
7:15 PM
Paulina
Snack break then right back at it with the naps
7:15 PM
Paulina
?
7:16 PM
Vi
Yeah it was a good nap
7:22 PM
Vi
Lol
7:23 PM
Vi
Yes time for food and maybe a cat nap nefore work
7:23 PM
Paulina
Yo what's yo address again
7:25 PM
Vi
13045 se stark #118 portland OR 97233
7:25 PM
Vi
OH MAN
7:36 PM
Vi
would you screen shot that
7:36 PM
Paulina
What?
7:42 PM
Vi
I meant to save thay
7:42 PM
Paulina
I didnt screensshot
7:43 PM
Vi
Its okay
7:43 PM
Vi
Also thanks for finding those pillies
7:43 PM
Vi
Cass looks alittle skinner?
8:04 PM
Vi
Yes or no?
8:04 PM
Vi
Or you just hitting those angles
8:04 PM
Paulina
Probs just angles cuz he's kinda gordo rn
8:06 PM
Vi
Lolol
8:07 PM
Paulina
Oh my gosh so presh
10:11 PM
Paulina
Good yob with ya room. I wish I sent you update snaps on my living room before cass wrecked it.
10:11 PM
Vi
I know. We're cute
10:17 PM
Vi
Thanks. Slow progress
10:17 PM
Vi
I have so much trash
10:17 PM
Vi
I don't identify with human
10:18 PM
Vi
I'm a squirrel
10:18 PM
Vi
But I'm species fluid i also identify with a rat
10:18 PM
Vi
You can just call me victoria
10:19 PM
Vi
Tf??he did allll that in one night? Why
10:19 PM
Vi
And he didn't even mentioned that you cleaned
10:19 PM
Vi
I would start throwing cases of soda
10:20 PM
Paulina
He thanked me. Before. I went to. Bed. Then proceeded to stay up all night. The disaster ensued.
10:31 PM
Paulina
Lolol Ratoria
10:31 PM
Vi
Okah good
10:32 PM
Vi
God damn
10:32 PM
Vi
I'm a beat rat
10:32 PM
Paulina
Uggghhh. Hes been good. But fuuuuck he hasn't had like a. Full night's sleep in like two nights and that's when he gets fucking shitty
10:32 PM
Vi
Can he not sleep?
10:32 PM
Paulina
I'm a beat raaat
10:32 PM
Paulina
No. Him doing stuff.
10:33 PM
Vi
Or just doesn't lay his ass down
10:33 PM
Paulina
He only Down for a couple of hours each night
10:34 PM
Vi
How many hours?
10:36 PM
Paulina
Idk i was asleep
10:37 PM
Paulina
I would just wake up to him there in the morning
10:37 PM
Paulina
I'm having I hate him day. He really has persistently ruined my day.
10:38 PM
Vi
Hmm.
10:41 PM
Vi
I've had days like that
10:41 PM
Vi
Just
10:41 PM
Vi
Kill
10:42 PM
Vi
Him
10:42 PM
Paulina
Im sorry. I don't mean to bog you down. I really fucking hate him when he uses. I hate him dude.
10:42 PM
Vi
You're good dude. I'm always here when you need an ear
10:43 PM
Vi
Has he been using again?
10:43 PM
Paulina
Hes never really stopped. He just slowed down.
10:43 PM
Vi
Dude
10:43 PM
Vi
No
10:43 PM
Paulina
But he's been hitting it hard since Brittany showed up two days ago.
10:43 PM
Paulina
They get around each other and it's game. Over
10:44 PM
Vi
Man.
10:44 PM
Vi
I just say what i say becuase i love you
10:44 PM
Vi
Get the fuck out of there.
10:44 PM
Vi
That's not okay
10:44 PM
Vi
I thought he stoped.. ugh. I'm sorry I've just been seeing the shit that goes down over at Lisa's with hanna
10:46 PM
Vi
And i can't stand meth.
10:46 PM
Vi
I can't stand him treating you shitty when hes not treating himself right
10:46 PM
Vi
You don't deserve that...
10:46 PM
Paulina
I really do. Just want to come. Home. He's awful. His dad has been so sweet but the rest of. His family is just full of problems and drugs.
10:47 PM
Vi
And Brittney.. god. I'm sorry if I'm comming of harsh. It just really twist my stomach to the point it makes me sick. I care alot for you paulina and i really don't want to see you stuck.. i want the best for you.
10:48 PM
Paulina
This whole time. It's been just a battle. Im right there with you. But I just explode sometimes and he twists it to make me. Look crazy.
10:49 PM
Paulina
Make the sober person look crazy.
10:49 PM
Vi
Your not crazy
10:49 PM
Paulina
Shit dude.
10:50 PM
Vi
Do you think it'll get better?
10:50 PM
Vi
And do you think he can handle the stress of a baby?
10:50 PM
Paulina
I don't know right now. It was for a. Second. I was contemplating trying to get a job quick soi could have money
10:51 PM
Vi
Money in general or to go home
10:51 PM
Paulina
In general.
10:51 PM
Paulina
Pay my. Own bills. Be independent of his bullshit
10:51 PM
Vi
Job would be good
10:52 PM
Paulina
I don't know if pregnant lady's get hired on too often tho.
10:52 PM
Vi
Well like I've told you. If you ever need anything, I can figure stuff out for you
10:52 PM
Paulina
That's my only fear
10:52 PM
Vi
Sometimes
10:52 PM
Vi
My mom worked preggo
10:52 PM
Paulina
Did she apply while she was preggo lol
10:52 PM
Paulina
It's one thing to have the job the. Get preggo
10:53 PM
Vi
She had a few diffrent jobs. Pizza place and 711
10:53 PM
Vi
Yeahh
10:53 PM
Vi
Does his dad knows he uses?
10:53 PM
Paulina
Idk. After my dhs appointment tomorrow Ill look into jobs
10:54 PM
Paulina
Everyone knows
10:54 PM
Vi
Also how did all three siblings get so mixed up in drugs?? The fuck
10:54 PM
Paulina
His grandma fucking chews me out now becauseshe suspects her golden grandson uses
10:54 PM
Paulina
I think brit started it
10:54 PM
Vi
.. i guess its like brad and lisa they just deal with it becuase its eaiser when they use
10:54 PM
Paulina
But I don't really k ow. I might not ever know now that Karen is gone
10:55 PM
Paulina
Shes the only one who'd actually talk to. Me. And be real.
10:55 PM
Vi
Chews you out?
10:55 PM
Vi
Like she tempted and put it out there? Also thays fucked i remember she joked about them doing meth together and it upset you
10:56 PM
Paulina
Yeah she's also like super weird about us not visiting her and gets aggro. She's already trying to take my. Kid off my hands already so "I can work" she's nutzo. She's never had a biological kid and I thi k that's why she's so crazy
10:56 PM
Vi
Damn dude.. I'm sorry she's gone.
10:56 PM
Paulina
They've been doing it together
10:57 PM
Paulina
For awhile. Now
10:57 PM
Paulina
That first time she joked about it she gave him some. Behind my back
10:57 PM
Vi
Woah
10:57 PM
Vi
No
10:57 PM
Vi
Thats alittle much
10:57 PM
Paulina
I fuckin miss her. Everyone is kind of awful here.
10:57 PM
Vi
:(
10:58 PM
Vi
Dude.
10:58 PM
Paulina
I'm just going to focus on my diarrhea hurt so I don't have to thi k too hard on the rest lol
10:58 PM
Vi
Imma come down to pittsburg and punch her
10:58 PM
Paulina
I woulsnt
10:58 PM
Vi
I don't care if shes mean
10:58 PM
Paulina
I think brit could kick my ass lol
10:59 PM
Vi
I'm low key crazy deep down
10:59 PM
Paulina
Just frame her for something and call her PO and get her in jail lol
10:59 PM
Paulina
Brits a big girl idk vic
10:59 PM
Vi
Easy peasy
10:59 PM
Vi
I'm mad tho
10:59 PM
Vi[photo]10:59 PM
Paulina
I'm not afraid of a lot of girls but brits one of em. She got that meth strength lolol
11:00 PM
Vi
Yeah... I've heard of hannas
11:00 PM
Vi
For real
11:00 PM
Vi
I've already thought it out in my head and the feeling ofnit
11:00 PM
Vi
I would bite and rip skin off with my teeth
11:00 PM
Paulina
Eewww
11:01 PM
Paulina
But the blood
11:01 PM
Paulina
Hiv
11:01 PM
Vi
I'm.
11:01 PM
Vi
Crazy
11:01 PM
Vi
I thought about that too
11:01 PM
Vi
You go to the hospital after
11:01 PM
Vi
They give you pills
11:01 PM
Paulina
Does it work like that?
11:02 PM
Vi
If you catch it quick you can avoid it
11:02 PM
Vi
Yes they do that with rapes
11:02 PM
Paulina
I thought once you mix blood and it's in your blood stream your done
11:02 PM
Paulina
Oh
11:02 PM
Vi
I don't think so
11:02 PM
Paulina
I did not know
11:02 PM
Vi
I think it takes a bit to work its way in
11:02 PM
Vi
I'm not 100%
11:02 PM
Vi
I need to do more research
11:02 PM
Paulina
Huh. Yeah I wouldn't want to test that out lol
11:02 PM
Vi
The biting thing is probably saved for if imma die or get beaten to a pulp
11:03 PM
Paulina
True
11:03 PM
Vi
Probably won't start any fights
11:03 PM
Paulina
Hit em in the breathers. Neck or stomach
11:03 PM
Paulina
But bitch gon end em
11:03 PM
Paulina
that's for sure
11:03 PM
Vi
Isaac told me to spit in the face then sucker punch
11:03 PM
Vi
Also look at the legs
11:04 PM
Vi
If they locked
11:04 PM
Paulina
I would be cotton mouth
11:04 PM
Paulina
From. The adrenalin
11:04 PM
Vi
You kick the knee and knock it in
11:04 PM
Vi
Just
11:04 PM
Vi
Puke
11:04 PM
Paulina
Ok
11:04 PM
Paulina
I can do thT
11:04 PM
Vi
But back that shit
11:04 PM
Vi
So she did that
11:04 PM
Vi
Shes just trying to drag him down?
11:05 PM
Paulina
No
11:05 PM
Paulina
Shes a hot mess
11:05 PM
Vi
She obviously doesn't respect you fuck.
11:05 PM
Paulina
Who just happens to grip on to anything while she goes down
11:05 PM
Vi
She just needs to to jail
11:05 PM
Vi
I'm hoping hanna gets sent away
11:05 PM
Paulina
That's what cass is trying to do
11:05 PM
Vi
Fucking trash is what she is
11:05 PM
Paulina
He ki da has been supplying her to. Make sure she does
11:05 PM
Vi
Hanna and brit
11:05 PM
Paulina
Which.. Is unethical but I have not been stopping cass from doing it
11:06 PM
Vi
Damn. Like cass wants to try to get her locked up
11:06 PM
Paulina
Because we all want it to work.
11:06 PM
Paulina
Yes
11:06 PM
Vi
He better be careful in the process
11:07 PM
Vi
I mean
11:07 PM
Vi
Besides cass
11:07 PM
Vi
And the house
11:07 PM
Vi
Whats keeping you in pitts
11:07 PM
Paulina
Shes an addict through and through. He's told her she's a. Big girl. And told her what hoops she needs to pull with her PO. She comes to him without fail for more. He's already talked to her so whatever goes on its ultimately repercussions to her choices. He's made that crystal clear.
11:08 PM
Paulina
Basically just that. And cinnamon
11:09 PM
Vi
Of couse cinna too. I forgor the pup
11:11 PM
Vi
I just feel for you dude
11:11 PM
Vi
It makes me legit angry and want to strait up bitch cass out
11:12 PM
Vi
I know it wouldn't do anything though.
11:12 PM
Vi
Meth makes you a shitty person..
11:12 PM
Paulina
I think he's ultimately lapsed because his tooth (luckily. Appointment tomorrow to get it fixed), he found a baby crotchet thing his mom had (which was pretty sad. All she wanted was a grand baby), and some stuuuuupid shit with his "business" partner who's just bad news popped up. He's being trying to break it off with him but we just found out a. Couple hours ago he stole from our house when we werent here last week.
11:13 PM
Paulina
It's like. Ugh
11:13 PM
Paulina
I get this all sucks. But shit he does this shit and it just amplifies it. I don't and will never understand people who get high to "escape" reality
11:14 PM
Vi
I mean it must be painful but damn. Normal peeps tough shit out. I just feel like theres no excuse. Bad news?
11:15 PM
Paulina
I know cass is an amazing person and this too shall pass with his mom. The worst of his grieving is definately over. But I want him. To just steer clear of this dude.
11:15 PM
Vi
The fuck. Its just been a giant roller coaster
11:15 PM
Vi
Its just one thing after the next
11:16 PM
Paulina
The other two dudes he sell quanity is like the smoothest sailing. They're wildly reliable. One of them holds down a 50 hour week job and he's providing his his family of five.
11:16 PM
Paulina
But th idiot partner keeps cass like spinning. He comes up with the dumbest shit and upset cass. From. The beginning I was ljke cass don't give this dude a chance he's wishy washy and bad news.
11:18 PM
Vi
I understand recreational uses but if your life sucks that bad. Change it or learn how to tolerate. Its been hard but hanna has just become so pathetic and weak to me. We still talk off and on but I just want to tell her not to talk to me. I don't know if i overthink it. But when i see pics with her and atlas. I don't feel like love is there?
11:18 PM
Paulina
Hes like one of his shit girlfriend ds
11:18 PM
Vi
Fuck. Annnd he didn't listen to you
11:19 PM
Paulina
I mean shit. Sometimes important people have to bounce just to show them how far they've fallen
11:19 PM
Vi
She straight up lied to lisas face about money thay she asked for donavan. She spent it. She gambles and does meth.. just how dare her do that to atlas while she got a nice fucking life
11:20 PM
Paulina
A few days ago cass and I had an amazing talk. He genuinely said Thank you for being there. He was like I'm. Pretty sure I'm still alive through this because of you. I forced him to eat and shit.
11:20 PM
Paulina
Uugggh dude the gambling.
11:21 PM
Paulina
When it's just me and cass and cinna and his dad sometimes even forrest as of late, everyone is happy. Nothing bad happens
11:22 PM
Vi
I mean yeah. I've always been on hannas side. Dumb bitch. When i asked her why she did it. She said she had already done everyhing else.. she got mixed up with this street kid timmy and i swear if i ever see him I'm making a spectacle. Fucking devil is what he is.
11:22 PM
Paulina
ðŸĪĢðŸĪĢðŸĪĢI hope the fuck you do make a spectacle.
11:23 PM
Paulina
God. Shes so young too
11:23 PM
Vi
That's good. I just hope things work out for you,no matter what it is
11:23 PM
Paulina
Brit started cass when he was 21
11:23 PM
Vi
You're too good mama
11:24 PM
Vi
She started him off?
11:24 PM
Vi
Shes only just 21 now I think
11:24 PM
Paulina
Brit started when she was 14
11:24 PM
Vi
Did they get abused??
11:24 PM
Paulina
I don't think so
11:24 PM
Paulina
They're dad was a coke dealer but I think he switched weed dealer after the kids were born and they moved. To oregon
11:25 PM
Vi
Like they were bored? Or what damb
11:25 PM
Vi
I just never understood the appeal
11:25 PM
Paulina
Brit hung around shitty people I guess
11:25 PM
Vi
I hear it feels good but I see the meth pics and say no thank you
11:25 PM
Vi
Spectacle imma tell him hes a piece of shit.
11:26 PM
Vi
He's the bottom of my shoes
11:26 PM
Paulina
Karen said they felt. Something was off after she came. Back. From. A sleep over and he logged on her computer to find messages about doing drugs. I think they started shooting up that age too
11:26 PM
Vi
Damn thats so young.
11:26 PM
Paulina
I know
11:27 PM
Paulina
Who tf shoots up at 14
11:27 PM
Paulina
What kind of people was she chilling with
11:27 PM
Vi
I have the dude of fb and he had a tat of 666 i was like really. I want him to kill himself
11:27 PM
Paulina
So yeah. That's the sitch. Or at least some. Of it lol
11:27 PM
Vi
Older?
11:27 PM
Vi
Kids maybe
11:27 PM
Paulina
Probs
11:27 PM
Vi
Lisa said shit didn't get bad till timmy. She has a weird obession with him. It might be part of it
11:28 PM
Paulina
What a dumb name
11:28 PM
Vi
Brianna even said he was bad news using meth when he was at reynolds
11:28 PM
Paulina
Timmy noodle head
11:28 PM
Paulina
Timmy who
11:28 PM
Vi
Lol
11:28 PM
Vi
Lololol
11:29 PM
Vi
Bullouch
11:29 PM
Vi
Skinny tall black kid
11:29 PM
Paulina
I don't thi k I'll know him but I'll look him up later lol
11:29 PM
Paulina
Hmmm
11:29 PM
Vi
Hanna said he said he was the devil once. I can't stand her psychosis shit
11:29 PM
Vi
It just makes me sad
11:29 PM
Vi
She was like my litter sisiter3
11:30 PM
Paulina
Fuck dude
11:30 PM
Vi
I'm pretty sure shes forever fucked up..
11:30 PM
Vi
Sometimes i honestly think she would be better off dead
11:31 PM
Vi
I get harsh when it comes to stuff
11:31 PM
Vi
That upsets me. It might be the emotions but that's a fragment of how i feel
11:31 PM
Paulina
I've wished brit and forrest were dead.
11:32 PM
Paulina
Then forrest got cool
11:32 PM
Vi
I've wished forrest was dead
11:32 PM
Vi
Then harely bitched me out for being harsh
11:32 PM
Paulina
And I was like damn that would've been fucked up if he did die and I never got to see him be cool.
11:32 PM
Vi
Hanna causes so much damage. U saw her break a window in a rage. I would rather see her dead then hanging out with street trash
11:33 PM
Paulina
Be at peace lol
11:33 PM
Vi
I'm glad hes working to be better
11:33 PM
Vi
Proved us both worng
11:33 PM
Vi
How his gf?
11:34 PM
Vi
LOLOLOL
11:34 PM
Paulina
Hes looked actually clean for. A bit too
11:34 PM
Paulina
I... Don't know actuallt
11:34 PM
Paulina
He talked about the black chick. With a kid for awhile being his gf but he just never brought that up again
11:34 PM
Paulina
Hmm
11:34 PM
Vi
.maybe she found a new daddy
11:36 PM
Vi
For her kiddos
11:36 PM
Paulina
Her kid would. Call. Forrest dad
11:37 PM
Paulina
I was like forrest that's a red flag
11:37 PM
Paulina
You've only known the kid for. A. Week
11:38 PM
Vi
Damnnn
11:41 PM
Vi
She was gonna trap him
11:41 PM
Paulina
I don't think so
11:43 PM
Paulina
Lol
11:43 PM
Paulina
Kid just sounds like mommy goes through a lot of men and has daddy issues
11:43 PM
Vi
Thats sucks
11:46 PM
Vi
A good mom wouldn't let their kid do that
11:46 PM
Paulina
Feel bad for the kid.
11:47 PM
Vi
:(
11:47 PM
Vi
I get those daddyo issues
11:47 PM
Paulina
Lolol
11:47 PM
Paulina
At the vid
11:47 PM
Paulina
Not yo issues
11:48 PM
Paulina
You're... Actually not super bad with your daddy issues
11:48 PM
Paulina
I'd say your mommy issues are maybe more pronounced than your dads.
11:48 PM
WEDNESDAY, OCTOBER 17 2018
Vi
Vi
It was pretty funny.
1:04 AM
Vi
Wellll kinda
1:05 AM
Vi
Not as bad as i could be
1:05 AM
Vi
I kinda liked to fuck around with guys alot
1:05 AM
Vi
I mean i liked sex and i am alittle freak
1:05 AM
Vi
But i kinda wanted to feel validated or wanted by guys. I liked the attention
1:06 AM
Paulina
The only time I ever was like whoa slow. Down there buckaroo was when you tried to go after jabroni
1:06 AM
Vi
Sex kinda was a slight form of self harm for me
1:06 AM
Vi
I didn't always like it. I just wanted to do it
1:06 AM
Vi
I felt bad as soon as i came
1:07 AM
Paulina
I feel you. But I think a lot of girl kinda are that way even without having daddy issues. I love my papa but Im. Kinda like that
1:07 AM
Vi
I was like nope nope nope
1:07 AM
Vi
I fuckedd up
1:07 AM
Paulina
And then didn't feel safe or comfortable to voice out and say stoo
1:07 AM
Paulina
Stop
1:07 AM
Vi
Guys don't get it so much
1:07 AM
Paulina
I know the feel.
1:07 AM
Vi
Or at least i dunno
1:07 AM
Vi
Yeah i didn't know how to say no at all
1:08 AM
Paulina
Me neither.
1:08 AM
Paulina
It's like I was afraid to
1:08 AM
Vi
I was always afraid of them getting mad at me
1:08 AM
Paulina
Or I would be in the wrong if I did
1:08 AM
Vi
Same
1:08 AM
Paulina
Yeah
1:08 AM
Vi
Like i was a tease or a bitch
1:08 AM
Paulina
Yesss
1:08 AM
Vi
They really didn't teach us how to say no
1:08 AM
Paulina
Not at all
1:09 AM
Vi
And neither did my mom
1:09 AM
Vi
Nobody relly
1:09 AM
Vi
Bri was pretty much the first person to make me feel like i was in control of my body
1:09 AM
Vi
She would hangout with dudes get frisky and leave without sex tons of times
1:10 AM
Paulina
"that's all I needed"
1:10 AM
Vi
I always admired her when she told my little 19-20 year old self that
1:10 AM
Vi
YESSS
1:10 AM
Vi
i just wanted to make out sometimes
1:10 AM
Paulina
Certain guys were easier to say no to. I guess. Dillon was a whole. New level of fear
1:11 AM
Vi
I'm sorry you were dealing with that
1:11 AM
Vi
He was bigger and stronger
1:11 AM
Vi
Fr
1:11 AM
Vi
When i first hungout with harley and we were getting hot and heavy he kinda scared me
1:12 AM
Vi
I was like this guy could do whatever
1:12 AM
Paulina
But then also like... That's aPpealing within itself
1:13 AM
Paulina
So many mixed messages lol
1:13 AM
Vi
I kinda had sex with this guy who crossed boundaries with me and i kinda got scared i was gonna get raped.. then we had sex?
1:14 AM
Paulina
I smell like feet and underneath my cute sweaters I can smell my armpits and my. Vagina smells weird
1:14 AM
Vi
But i wanted it?
1:14 AM
Vi
It was so weird
1:14 AM
Paulina
Right.
1:14 AM
Vi
Also hot. And it was the only guy who ever dirty talked me real good
1:15 AM
Paulina
Sometimes. It really depended too
1:15 AM
Paulina
That's always awesome
1:15 AM
Vi
I like that shit. Call me dirty.
1:15 AM
Paulina
Shy boys are OK but a chatty boy is always so much better
1:15 AM
Vi
He litrally said my fanasties it was crazy
1:15 AM
Vi
He was like 40 and buff. He was a mason
1:16 AM
Paulina
So good
1:16 AM
Paulina
That sage experiences lol
1:16 AM
Vi
Mmmm
1:16 AM
Vi
It was nice
1:16 AM
Vi
I thought it was gonna be a sugar daddy sitch but it didn't turn out
1:16 AM
Paulina
Oh yeah how'd that end
1:17 AM
Vi
.. i expected money after we hungout and he like gave me bus fair and i was like NAHH
1:17 AM
Paulina
Lolol fuuuuck that's fucked but comedy gold
1:17 AM
Vi
he ended up fucking this gurl names jasmin who was skinny and pretty who went to our school
1:17 AM
Paulina
Weird howd you find out
1:18 AM
Vi[photo]1:18 AM
Vi
SNAPCHAT
1:18 AM
Vi
It made me feel weird
1:18 AM
Paulina
Hahaha a modern romance
1:18 AM
Vi
I was supossed to be his painting model then he fucked me
1:18 AM
Paulina
you WAS ROSE BITCH HAHA
1:19 AM
Vi
Very inappropriate
1:19 AM
Vi
Rose?
1:19 AM
Paulina
he WAS LEO
1:19 AM
Paulina
Titanic millenia l
1:19 AM
Paulina
Style
1:19 AM
Paulina
That's crazy
1:20 AM
Vi
What lololololololol
1:20 AM
Vi
I don't get it
1:20 AM
Paulina
Did he paint you like one of his French girls
1:20 AM
Vi
OHHHJJJJJ
1:20 AM
Vi
No.
1:20 AM
Vi
He fucked me like a french prostitute
1:21 AM
Paulina
Fuuuuuuckkk
1:21 AM
Vi
😂😂😂😂
1:21 AM
Paulina
😭😭😭☠ïļ
1:21 AM
Vi
â˜ŧâ˜ŧâ˜ŧâ˜ŧ
1:21 AM
Vi
So good
1:21 AM
Paulina
Hey, at least it's a good story now
1:21 AM
Vi
Kinda wish I stuck around
1:21 AM
Vi
I feel like he would of bought me shit
1:22 AM
Paulina
A few more rounds of fun
1:22 AM
Vi
Si
1:24 AM
Paulina
Lolol very hot
1:27 AM
Vi
☚☚☚
1:28 AM
Vi
Do you like curry?
1:28 AM
Paulina
Yes
1:30 AM
Paulina
Yellow curry
1:30 AM
Vi
Mm
1:31 AM
Vi
Can i call you in a few?
1:31 AM
Vi
Imma bout to walk to get food
1:31 AM
Vi
I like yellow
1:31 AM
Paulina
Perhaps
1:31 AM
Vi
But red is also tasty :)
1:31 AM
Vi
Ouh
1:31 AM
Vi
Perhaps
1:31 AM
Paulina
Lol most probably
1:32 AM
Vi
Is that like a maybe?
1:32 AM
Paulina
I'm Tryna snapchat call my. Bro, I suspect it to be short tho
1:32 AM
Vi
Kk. Imma bout to order some take out and take my ass to go get it i think
1:33 AM
Paulina
Tautay. My mom is video chatting me ass now too lol
1:40 AM
Paulina
Ugh I hate their connectiin
1:40 AM
Vi
Lol okay. Lggy?
1:40 AM
Paulina
Shitty wifi :( I only got to peep my moms
1:46 AM
Paulina
Okokok
1:48 AM
Vi
:(
1:48 AM
Paulina
Facebook it is
1:48 AM
Vi
Hole on
1:48 AM
Paulina
It Hella froze
1:48 AM
Paulina
Yass that's how it gotta be done
2:30 PM
Vi
God i couldn't take a bath without it
2:30 PM
Vi
After that spa day i really want to do more shit like that
2:30 PM
Vi
Take care of my body
2:31 PM
Vi
Also I'm so stiff. I'm about as flexible as a pipe
2:31 PM
Paulina
Ya need some of that foaming bath and tile cleaner
3:07 PM
Paulina
Works so goos
3:07 PM
Vi
Sounds nice
3:12 PM
Vi
I kinda like bleach
3:12 PM
Vi
Using bleach makes me feel good
3:12 PM
Vi
CLEAN
3:12 PM
Paulina
Smells. So good
3:12 PM
Paulina
I almost joked and said I wish cass smelled like bleach but like his feet have smelled so sour it smelled like ammonia and that was so repulsive
3:13 PM
Vi
Noooo
3:36 PM
Vi
Thats too much
3:37 PM
Vi
He should do foot soaks
3:37 PM
Vi
Me and harley are constantly fighting athletes foot 😭
3:37 PM
Paulina
Did you drownd
4:13 PM
Vi
Yes
4:27 PM
Paulina
Oh man. Imma miss you. Rest in pieces
4:56 PM
Vi
I would miss you so much if i died
5:10 PM
Vi
Who am i gonna talk to
5:10 PM
Paulina
God
5:15 PM
Paulina
Hahaha jk
5:15 PM
Paulina
Satan
5:15 PM
Vi
He'll tell me all the dirt
5:18 PM
Vi
We'll talk about all the fugly biotches
5:18 PM
Vi
I'll paint his hoofs
5:18 PM
Paulina
"she looks so ew."
5:19 PM
Vi
And he can braid my hair
5:19 PM
Paulina
Omg how cuttteee
5:19 PM
Paulina
Accidentally burns it
5:19 PM
Vi
:)))))
5:19 PM
Vi
MY HAIREE
5:19 PM
Vi[photo]5:19 PM
Paulina
Only. Means you gotta prank. Him
5:19 PM
Paulina
Film it
5:19 PM
Paulina
Post it on youtube
5:19 PM
Vi
The devils duel
5:38 PM
Paulina
Whoa lookit. You miss crafty clever on lol
8:00 PM
Vi
Thank you :)
8:10 PM
Vi
I'm really happy to have my earrings organized
8:10 PM
Vi
Also my sunglasses in a more accisable place
8:10 PM
THURSDAY, OCTOBER 18 2018
Vi
Paulina
How was work
8:34 PM
Vi
It was okay beside being crazy tired for a bit. I worked with tim in clackamas
11:19 PM
Vi
Isaac needed me to work over there
11:19 PM
Vi
THEIR FREEZER IS COLDER THAN OURS
11:19 PM
Vi
But overall not too bad. For some reason i can find shit easier in the freezer over there. I like the setup of how they have it
11:20 PM
Paulina
Should take pics and make.your store copy it lol
11:21 PM
FRIDAY, OCTOBER 19 2018
Vi
Paulina
When you screamed and almost hit that elevator door you sounded like Homer Simpson 😂😂
5:34 AM
Vi
Lolol
8:22 AM
Vi
I was having such a good time
8:44 AM
Paulina
Awww. I miss foggy Portland.
1:40 PM
Vi
Soooo foggy
1:40 PM
Vi
First fog i think
1:40 PM
Paulina
Hope I make it back there soon
1:41 PM
Vi
Me too
1:41 PM
Vi
I miss you
1:41 PM
Vi
Portland misses you
1:42 PM
Paulina
I miss my people lol
1:42 PM
Vi
Scary homeless lady misses you
1:42 PM
Vi
Lefty
1:42 PM
Vi
Misses you
1:42 PM
Vi
♡
1:42 PM
Paulina
She probably does tho
1:42 PM
Paulina
Anyone else else would've walked away
1:42 PM
Paulina
But I stayed
1:42 PM
Paulina
And made eye contsct
1:43 PM
Paulina
Terrified
1:43 PM
Vi
You were the only one who really listened and understood what she was saying
1:44 PM
Vi
Omg
1:44 PM
Vi
Same wavelength you and me
1:44 PM
Paulina
Aw man... Gives me chills I can just imagine the smell... I love Portland weather
1:45 PM
Vi
Its colls
1:59 PM
Vi
Cold
1:59 PM
Vi
OMG
1:59 PM
Vi
thats so cute
1:59 PM
Vi
It looks warmm
2:00 PM
Paulina
It iss
2:01 PM
Paulina
I woke up to the heat turned up again I was pissed.i was like bitch I got my Parka on calm your shit
2:02 PM
Paulina
Cap'n so cute. He still in the honeymoon faze for you 😍😍
2:03 PM
Paulina
Everything about him is sage wise and older but that for you is still kitten lovs
2:03 PM
Vi
Why does he turn it up so high...
2:19 PM
Vi
He wants to be so close to me
2:19 PM
Vi
Awe my god
2:19 PM
Vi
So cute
2:19 PM
SUNDAY, OCTOBER 21 2018
Vi
Paulina
Lol its like you and cass are two peas in a pod
10:49 PM
MONDAY, OCTOBER 22 2018
Vi
Vi
What makes you say that??
1:17 AM
Paulina
Y'all shaving your pubes and getting it all over the seats
1:33 AM
Vi
Lololol
2:30 AM
Paulina
She gets along with the cats?
12:04 PM
Vi
I don't know yet
4:35 PM
Vi
They do okay. Capt and bell but sometimes i don't like the way bella looks at him like a snack
4:35 PM
Paulina
Lololol
4:42 PM
Vi
Why is it the best?
9:59 PM
Vi
Cuz u ain't gotta worry about getting pregananate?
9:59 PM
Vi
😂
9:59 PM
Paulina
It's crazy hot and heavy
10:01 PM
Vi
Really?
10:11 PM
Vi
Maybe Cuz u know your gonna have a life together. Bundle of joy?
10:11 PM
Vi
Also the last of sex before you got a screaming baby?
10:11 PM
Vi
Lol
10:11 PM
Paulina
Idk Cassidy and I chemistry is just like almost always 100%. A little bit of everything except the last of sex before baby lol I'm fairly sure we both still gon get freaky after.
10:13 PM
Vi
Forsure
10:14 PM
Vi
That chemistry is always good
10:15 PM
Paulina
I think we both like the idea of having a family and trust we will be good parents. It's also like another level of bonding and closeness? Cass is getting out of his mom loss fog and coming back to normal. It's actually really nice
10:19 PM
Vi
I think you'll be good. Cass will be a goofy dad. It is a new level. That's really good to hear. I know its been bad.
10:24 PM
Paulina
Hes slowly coming back and im so happy. Kind of answers why Ive stayed when I've been so close to just going. I hope I never get to see him hurting like that again.
10:26 PM
Vi
I'm so happy for you ma.a.
11:03 PM
Vi
Mama
11:03 PM
Vi
Its hard to leave the ones you love
11:04 PM
Vi
You wanna be there for them.
11:05 PM
Vi
And support them. Be there 100%
11:05 PM