TUESDAY, OCTOBER 23 2018
Vi
PaulinaYou so sily
12:01 AM
PaulinaYou remind me so much of violet in those pics.
12:02 AM
ViShe was a cuite
12:03 AM
ViMy boys sleeping
12:03 AM
ViWhen he isn't snoring
12:03 AM
PaulinaLolol i feel you so hard
12:12 AM
PaulinaDamn dude :/, fuck all that
2:52 PM
ViEach time i get a period it gets worse i think. I haven't felt like this since hs. I woke up and felt like puking and then had actual blood blood. I haven't had that for awhile
8:03 PM
ViOh mama. I can't imagine what your going through. The nausea
8:03 PM
PaulinaNausea is the dumbest thing ever invented. How are we supposed to get better if our body rejects all food and medicine! Lol
8:04 PM
Paulina#painsisters I've got the worst headache turning into a migraine
8:04 PM
ViJust all over uneasy feels. ;
8:10 PM
PaulinaI was gonna do laundryyyyyy
8:11 PM
ViDamn i been getting headaches from forgetting to drink water at work. Its so dumb
8:11 PM
PaulinaI still might. Hope this passes
8:11 PM
ViI need to do that tooooooo
8:11 PM
PaulinaOw it hurts to laugh
8:11 PM
ViJust lol in your head
8:12 PM
PaulinaThat hurts the most
8:12 PM
ViYour table looks good
8:13 PM
Vi[photo]8:13 PM
ViVery shiny and clear
8:13 PM
PaulinaIt's looking a lot better than me
8:13 PM
ViMy jaw has been super bad
8:13 PM
ViThink I'm griding? I'm not sure though. It gets really tight during the night at work
8:14 PM
ViIts a crazy new pain I've never had before
8:14 PM
PaulinaAt night I think in grinding my teeth.
8:15 PM
ViIts call bruxism i guess
8:16 PM
ViYou can do it awake as well as asleep
8:17 PM
ViI notice i clench my teeth while i work now sometimes
8:17 PM
ViWe're just falling apart
8:18 PM
PaulinaYou're probably under a lot of stress and anxiety
8:19 PM
Paulina I think I'm just dehydrated. My body is going through a lot of shit rn
8:19 PM
ViMaybe some fancy water for you?
8:20 PM
ViI am. I came home today and told harely i hate my job and it doesn't make me happy
8:20 PM
PaulinaMakes you MANGRY
8:21 PM
ViI'm on my period so my emotions are crazy but i almost started crying on the max
8:21 PM
ViI just felt so exhausted
8:21 PM
ViI'm tired of feeling like I'm bad at my job bjt dont want to be a quitter? Its weird. But i feel like this really isn't a good fit for me
8:22 PM
ViI need to talk to people for work. Its too loney and stressful. I always have to watch the clock and I'm never out on time
8:22 PM
PaulinaAw in sorry homegirl.
8:23 PM
PaulinaYou been browsing Craigslist and job listing?
8:23 PM
ViI found a few that looked good
8:30 PM
Paulina[photo]8:31 PM
Vi[photo]8:33 PM
ViSi, es muy bueno
8:33 PM
Paulina[photo]8:36 PM
Paulina[photo]8:36 PM
Vi[photo]9:15 PM
Vi[photo]9:15 PM
Vi[photo]9:15 PM
PaulinaAha hahaha! Wtf that was awesons
11:51 PM
WEDNESDAY, OCTOBER 24 2018
Vi
ViGood ol fake ass
12:18 AM
PaulinaI laughed so hard. I had just awoken from like this fucked up sleep. I was getting a really bad migraine to the point of nausea and kinda blacked out before I could puke
12:26 AM
PaulinaThen cass called me a million times (I didn't pick up btw lol) and woke up to your shenanigand
12:26 AM
ViI'm glad i can bring you some laughs
12:28 AM
PaulinaHow you been giiiirl
12:30 AM
ViCurrently at Walmart
3:12 AM
ViGood goodish. Called off work. My bidy feels shitty
3:12 AM
PaulinaOh my gosh thai twins
3:28 AM
PaulinaI got twins
3:28 AM
PaulinaI got rice noodles with tofu it was sooo Good
3:29 AM
PaulinaSo tasty whatd you get?
4:30 AM
ViIts like we're together but not
4:30 AM
ViI got pad kee maow
4:30 AM
ViWit da cluck cluck
4:30 AM
PaulinaThat's sad but cute
4:31 AM
ViHarely got curry but it had a funny taste which i didn't like
4:31 AM
ViSomeday i will see my other half
4:31 AM
ViHalf and half, your a few inches shorter than me
4:32 AM
ViLike 1 lol? I'm 5'3
4:32 AM
ViHow was your food?. Mine was tasty
4:32 AM
PaulinaI'm exsctly two inches shorter.
4:38 AM
PaulinaIt was so good
4:38 AM
ViWhat are you up to mama?.
4:44 AM
PaulinaJust finally being awake
4:54 AM
PaulinaAlso that's so nasty about your carpets lol
4:54 AM
PaulinaChilling with cassidys Memphis friend. Cass and his other friend had to rescue farrest
4:54 AM
ViSleep most of the day?
4:55 AM
ViThe floor is slowly looking better!
4:56 AM
ViHows that? Whats up with faaarast?
4:57 AM
ViJust cleaning and having a good time hanging with my boy. We talked about that drama with people blocking me and bullshit and it felt really good to talk
4:57 AM
ViIts a good night besides bleeding
4:57 AM
ViAlsoooo your letter :)!!! I loooooved the orange! And the card was perfect!
4:58 AM
ViAnd those tabs look nice. 4 yeah?
4:58 AM
PaulinaWe personally haven't taken them and cass felt really awful for not being able to test it beforehand. I suggest taking half or just a third to test it out. Guy said it was from a grateful dead book as in from 1000 hits on sheets of 100
5:54 AM
PaulinaDo not touch with bare hands, it will be ingested through the skin
5:54 AM
ViNo worries. Oh wow so 1/3 of one square to test?
5:58 AM
ViAlso so that means like grab some tweezers and scissors to cut then drop onto tongue?
5:59 AM
PaulinaYeah. 1/3 probably wont be super much of anything but since it's like your first time and we don't know how potent it is and I know sometimes youre a lightweight I'd rather you be safe lol
6:02 AM
PaulinaIf you're feeling comfortable and maybe youve set your place and couple days for it then start with half.
6:04 AM
PaulinaAnd from there you can either keep it on your tongue or chew it and swallow the paper. I don't think either is any differebt
6:05 AM
ViHow long does it last?
6:07 AM
ViAlso set my place? And a couple of days? You mean get my feel or set a good headspace for it
6:08 AM
PaulinaHmm... That varies. Cass and i are weirdos and kinda believe it has like spiritul properties and it has a mind of its own lol I want to say just set like a whole 12 or a day aside for a trip. They're usually no less 8 hours is I guess my best answer
6:11 AM
PaulinaAnd yes to all of the above.
6:12 AM
PaulinaClear headpsace, house space and set like a day to trip and a recovery day after.
6:12 AM
PaulinaProbs like one of your whole week. Ds
6:12 AM
ViI could see that. Sounds about right. Maybe go someplace nice. Anything you think i should avoid? Yes. Good head before ya lose your head is good. Tripping while upset seems horrible. Sounds right. I hear you can be a bit drained the next day
7:25 AM
PaulinaHmm, avoid things you don't like lol
7:29 AM
PaulinaMaybe buy a hotel room with harls or something for a night to ensure no one bugs you
7:30 AM
PaulinaOr airbnb. Baths are so nice when tripping
7:30 AM
PaulinaMake sure to stay hydrated. Water and sports drinks for them electrolytes
7:31 AM
PaulinaPack a sammich or snacky foods. I never feel like eating and forget but if you don't eat it really sucks when you come down so at least force something in you
7:32 AM
ViImma kiss all the bananas
7:32 AM
PaulinaAlso sidenote I hate how my hair is the cutest when I don't go anywhere or see anyone
7:33 AM
PaulinaYour hair is adorbs
7:33 AM
ViOuhhh. Air bnb with a nice tub would be perfect
7:35 AM
ViThanks for the tips
7:35 AM
PaulinaNo probs, hope y'all get have a good, pleasanttrip
7:36 AM
Vii guess the people of Walmart got to see this style
7:36 AM
PaulinaBut they don't matter
7:36 AM
PaulinaJust playing
7:36 AM
Vii shot this black lady a dirty look because she was being kinda rude to this old lady i was checking out with at the register
7:37 AM
ViWe were making some small talk and the lady is like
7:37 AM
Vi"Nobody carrres, some people got places to be" and i was like
7:38 AM
Vi[photo]7:38 AM
Vi[photo]7:38 AM
ViShot her a look. And she was like
7:39 AM
Vi"Hmm i see your look. Okay you right I'm sorry" or something like that.
7:39 AM
ViI told her she was being rude
7:39 AM
ViShe replied with she worked a ten hour day and i mentioned i work graveyard so i get it but theres no reason to be like that. I said i worked retail and she said same. Dumb beezy but at least she relized she was in the wromg
7:40 AM
ViI'm kinda a whimp about some stuff sometimes but I don't let other people say shit to make other people feel bad. Fuuuck that.
7:41 AM
PaulinaThat's a decent response at least. Glad she didn't go haywire
2:45 PM
ViRight?? I wasn't expecting that
6:22 PM
PaulinaNot so fun fun fact lol
7:26 PM
PaulinaShe probs was like aight, some respeck points for white girl. She. Stood up for herself
7:27 PM
PaulinaDang, girl but yous gonna get some. ARMS at least
8:48 PM
ViAnd a broke back
8:49 PM
ViI remember our sink couldn't drain once and i jad to pour excess water in the toliet and dammnnnn were my forearms ripped
8:49 PM
PaulinaLol because boys are dumb
11:36 PM
PaulinaUgh. My baby hurts. That was a lot to take on earlier. I almost didn't go with cass but I guess I had to be there today otherwise I'm pretty sure cass would've had a a car wreck if I wasn't driving for him
11:38 PM
THURSDAY, OCTOBER 25 2018
Vi
ViIts stressful forsure
12:20 AM
ViIts a good thing you were there for him
12:20 AM
ViI could see that. I bet he was pissed
12:21 AM
ViI don't get why she was going off freaking out on him when he was fixing her tire
12:21 AM
PaulinaShe was going off on him for "ruining her relationship with Matt"
12:39 AM
PaulinaWe were only there to fix forrests tire
12:39 AM
PaulinaLittle baby you should be sleep
12:55 AM
PaulinaUuuuum bitch, don't even play
1:20 AM
PaulinaI would kill for those tacos
1:20 AM
ViI'm so hungry from cleaning
1:20 AM
PaulinaYou best buck up and enjoy every bite for me 😢
1:20 AM
PaulinaIn my honor
1:20 AM
ViMy boy left without saying bye. Made me even sadder
1:20 AM
ViI guess i did walk away to the other room
1:21 AM
PaulinaY'all argue?
1:21 AM
ViKinda not really
1:21 AM
PaulinaWhat happen
1:21 AM
ViMy mom flipped out on me for leaving the door unlocked. We were literally across the street
1:21 AM
ViShe came home early
1:21 AM
ViShe mentioed her fear stuff with drew
1:22 AM
PaulinaI'm so sure Drew has moved on
1:22 AM
ViHarely said she was dramatic i agreed but said i can see where she comes from
1:22 AM
ViBut i don't appreciate being yelled at
1:22 AM
PaulinaDid he say that while she was there??
1:22 AM
ViIf you really want me to do something you need to be calm when you tell me to do it. Make sure I'm focused and say it like 2 times mahbe
1:23 AM
ViDon't get angry or emotional with me or tell me the same shit over and over. I hate it and i won't listen to you
1:23 AM
ViKinda well i was on the phone
1:23 AM
ViBut i told harely she had a point he said she ws paraniod and so was i. I tried to say people do crazy shit all the time and i felt like he was interrupting me so i told him to stop ot
1:24 AM
ViAnd he told me i needed to chill out
1:24 AM
ViMy mom stresses me out in ways i don't even understand. Now i feel stupid and upset and my hormones don't help
1:25 AM
ViUgh. That was a bit
1:25 AM
PaulinaToday's just not nobody's day
1:26 AM
ViIt wasn't all bad. I cleaned all day yestersay and did a bunch of cleaning today
1:33 AM
PaulinaOmgggg those tacos look like LUST
1:47 AM
PaulinaI haven't had a taco like that since I been up in this bitch
1:47 AM
PaulinaAlmost quite literally a year
1:47 AM
ViDude the tacos are right across the street from my house
2:14 AM
ViI will buy you some
2:14 AM
ViThey are pretty good. I get pollo and pastor
2:15 AM
PaulinaCass mixed up post Malone and Mac Miller
2:22 AM
PaulinaA post Malone song was on and he was like whos this, oh post Malone? Isn't he dead?
2:23 AM
ViMac millers death was really sad to me
2:40 AM
Paulina[photo]2:49 AM
PaulinaIt was a weird death to me. I was like dang dude I would've never seen that coming
2:49 AM
ViI mean i guess i see it with other rappers but damn. He just seemed so sweet
2:50 AM
PaulinaLike he ain't gonna do nobody no harm
2:55 AM
PaulinaHe just goofin aroybd
2:55 AM
Paulina[photo]2:55 AM
PaulinaI want to buy you this lol
2:55 AM
ViOmg i would wear that
2:58 AM
ViLol girl u on Amazon? Whut you doind
2:58 AM
ViWhen you come down
2:58 AM
ViMaybe we can do shrooms together? Or acid? I want to trip with yo.
2:59 AM
Vi[photo]2:59 AM
PaulinaOn wish lol
3:17 AM
PaulinaOh my gosh errybody preggo!
3:18 AM
PaulinaAnd Lololol at the the baby!
3:18 AM
PaulinaSo idk cass and I have done some research and acid I dont think affects the baby
3:18 AM
PaulinaI tripped on acid a couple weeks after I found out I was preggo and it was pretty pleasant until my pregnancy sickness kicked in. My body went into full detox mode it was awful.
3:20 AM
PaulinaCass only gave me like a 1/3 of a hit and it hit me HARD. Thats part of the reason we didn't test out what we sent you, we had tripped a few weeks prior and we don't like to overdue it. We take a few month breaks in between. But I'd be down for like a sliver to trip with you. Enough to feel something but not enough for a full trip lol
3:22 AM
ViMy mom found out she was preggo with me after an acid trip
3:30 AM
ViBreaks are important
3:30 AM
PaulinaFor sure. Psychedelics just need to be respected lol
3:31 AM
ViOr they fry you up
3:31 AM
PaulinaOmgggg I was just thinking about my mat
3:56 AM
PaulinaI was like hmmm I wonder if that ended up with vic or my sister's or thrown outside the window
3:56 AM
Paulina[photo]3:57 AM
Paulina[photo]3:57 AM
Paulina"exquisite"
3:57 AM
Paulina"stimulating"
3:57 AM
Paulina"powerful velcro"
3:57 AM
Paulina[photo]3:58 AM
PaulinaI was intrigued but based on the vague reviews I think it's just random bracelets necklaces. Boring.
3:58 AM
ViLol thats funny. Its safe with me
4:00 AM
ViI love it more than the nike matt i have
4:00 AM
ViI like the little chew mitt
4:01 AM
ViYeah it would be borning traash
4:01 AM
PaulinaI've sweated kinda hard on that thing. Got it from Ross. It's a good mat
4:01 AM
PaulinaI love wish for many reasons, one of them being the amazing product descriptions.
4:02 AM
PaulinaThey're just so full of life and dazzling than what a native English speaker would write
4:03 AM
PaulinaOf course we would match, we gon look fresh to death
2:08 PM
ViYou and me looking hella fly
2:09 PM
ViMatch,trip and fuck the city up
2:09 PM
ViWe'll get left to tag along
2:09 PM
ViWe'll flip some houses
2:09 PM
PaulinaGet who to tag along? Lol
2:13 PM
ViGoddd. I'm fading in and out rn on the bus
2:17 PM
PaulinaAh I'm sorry that stinks
2:37 PM
SATURDAY, OCTOBER 27 2018
Vi
PaulinaHe has his moments.
3:04 AM
Vi[photo]3:05 AM
ViBut overall was your garbage day at least ight?
3:05 AM
PaulinaIt was. I was just kinda excited because I suggested forrest, mitch (Memphis friend) cass and I go to an indoor airsoft shooting range for farrests b day but having to see brit and her freak out kinda dampened cassidys mood for the rest of the day and basically didn't do anything except for get forrest his popeyes
3:23 AM
PaulinaIdk forrest is an ass sometimes but theres certain times he reminds me of adan. Like all forrest really wanted was Popeyes and be with Cassidy and me and relax. It was really sweet.
3:26 AM
Paulina[photo]8:29 AM
PaulinaWhy theys gotta be like that
10:54 PM
PaulinaBut Ya can't even complain because dixk
10:54 PM
ViHe always says he doesn't wanna fu k when he doesn't feel clean but Ohhh he can do it
10:55 PM
SUNDAY, OCTOBER 28 2018
Vi
PaulinaLolol oooh girl he mirin you hard
10:32 PM
PaulinaYou lost fire?
11:45 PM
MONDAY, OCTOBER 29 2018
Vi
PaulinaWe fucked up
12:05 AM
ViI don't think we snapped eachother the other day?
12:07 AM
PaulinaOn both ends
1:11 AM
ViHarley says hello
1:16 AM
ViAnd that he is also pregonate
1:16 AM
PaulinaI say his bacl
1:20 AM
TUESDAY, OCTOBER 30 2018
Vi
ViI was just thinking about you ♡
3:03 PM
PaulinaI popped the perfect zit yesterday. Minimal blood, all the pus came out. I was like. Omg. This never happens
3:27 PM
ViLol. I remember when i first saw atlas oh lord was he ugly and purple
9:44 PM
ViBryans reply to the same zit snap
9:45 PM
Vi"Dats nasty . . . . Probably smells like old gym sock that were used as toilet paper in the 1800's. . . ."
9:45 PM
ViOh Bryan my big baby of a brother.
9:45 PM
PaulinaYou right, you rivht
9:55 PM
PaulinaSuper good, went out to dinner with his dad and this lady named Vicki that's been a family. Friend for forever for them and is one of our neighbors.
11:17 PM
PaulinaCass jokes that's his new mom. His dad has been hanging with her and they've been keeping each other company.
11:18 PM
PaulinaShes quiet but super nice. She lives on her own in this huge house. She use to live with two big dogs but one passed away last week.
11:19 PM
ViWhere did you get food?
11:22 PM
ViLol, i love those jokes
11:23 PM
ViThat's really good for him. It must be hard.
11:23 PM
ViDang. All by herself
11:23 PM
PaulinaStory goes she use to be with Uncle Bernie, Karen's younger brother that had passed some time ago.
11:28 PM
ViOr just one used to be together
11:30 PM
PaulinaAnd she's never really dated anyone after that. She buys real estate and remodels her own house. We went to her house. For dinner during the summer and it's gorgeous in there. She had like courses and we switched plates and stuff for her dinner party. It was so fancy and cute but she's not high maintenance at all
11:31 PM
PaulinaI think just use to be together.
11:31 PM
ViThat sounds soo goood
11:38 PM
ViAnd cool she does that
11:39 PM
PaulinaOh man.whenever you're here I've got some food places to take you.
11:48 PM
PaulinaToday's chinese/Japanese was so good. Sushi was decent to. Definately not sushi land sushi lol
11:49 PM
PaulinaHows your day been?
11:49 PM
PaulinaTell mama Paulina all about it
11:49 PM
ViI have places to show you here too!
11:56 PM
ViOuh. Tasty. Lololol.
11:56 PM
Paulina"and this is my crib" vic, probably
11:57 PM
ViIts okay. Kinda got a slow start day. Woke up kinda blahish. Theres just so much i keep putting off thats important and its bothering me
11:57 PM
ViJust got alot of thoughts on my mind today maybe? Along with feeling like I'm trying to forever clean
11:58 PM
ViHarley is out and about so i got the house to myself without nasty ass rob so that was cool
11:59 PM
ViHes so gross dude
11:59 PM
ViOmg me and mom got into it
11:59 PM
PaulinaI puke just at the sight of his name
11:59 PM
WEDNESDAY, OCTOBER 31 2018
Vi
ViI don't think i told you bjt i ended up calling what she does disgusting
12:00 AM
Paulina"you are FILTH."
12:00 AM
PaulinaOh my goooooddddd
12:52 AM
ViHe looks so dumb
12:52 AM
ViWhy would he write thattt
12:52 AM
PaulinaLol he didn't leave enough space for "this'
12:53 AM
ViHe could of redone it
12:53 AM
PaulinaShows what kind of father he is
12:54 AM
ViCan't undone that done son
12:55 AM
ViShe shoulda known it wasn't gonna work
12:55 AM
ViI hope xass enjoys that gem 😙👌
12:56 AM
PaulinaHes gonna tell me to fuck off lol
12:56 AM
ViI guess i remember the outfit wromg
12:56 AM
PaulinaHe said that earlier to me. It was funny as hell. He asked where I wanted to eat and I without thinking immediately responded "oh, I dunno, where do you wanna eat?" and he said oh fuck off. I didnt expect that answer, abd all I could say was "who me??"
12:58 AM
ViI was in a pissy mood when i was high and had to move the bed
12:59 AM
ViAnd barely asked if i liked his hair ( i lts getting long again)
12:59 AM
ViI responded with
12:59 AM
Vi" i don't like you"
1:00 AM
ViHe said he didn't like me either
1:00 AM
PaulinaWe have those days too
1:00 AM
ViWe shared a sweet kiss after and smiled. In a weird way that broke some shitty tension
1:01 AM
ViBut sometimes we go back and fourth
1:01 AM
PaulinaI feel you.
2:55 AM
PaulinaAlso what kinda noodles be those
2:56 AM
ViI cunt belive her
6:13 AM