THURSDAY, JUNE 25 2020
Vi
ViHave you always had that?
12:09 AM
ViI have one on my nipplw
1:33 AM
PaulinaOoooh. No I think I got it/ noticed it 2 years ago but I renoticed it this year and was like wtf why I have this.
1:37 AM
PaulinaI hear people clip them off with skin tags
1:38 AM
PaulinaThemselves with nail clippers
1:53 AM
ViI guess you could if you wanted
2:01 AM
PaulinaYeah I guess. I wouldn’t put nail clippers anywhere near where we have skin tags tho
2:18 AM
ViThat seems not safe but for real how much you think they charge to do et?
2:39 AM
ViWhen i was younger i did think i could pinch the one on my nipple off
2:40 AM
PaulinaHmmm. Idk. I don’t think insurance would cover it probably because it’s aesthetic
3:00 AM
PaulinaOmg what did she chomp??
3:00 AM
Paulina[photo]3:01 AM
ViToenail clippers it is
4:17 AM
ViShe chomped a moth
4:19 AM
PaulinaLol *mamas gonna eat good tuhnite
7:49 PM
Zimm
ZimmHahahaha, any alcohol accompanying that dish?
8:53 PM
PaulinaNo just worn out. #mom life
9:33 PM
ZimmI feel it, 50hrs first week back to work. # server life
9:36 PM
Vi
FRIDAY, JUNE 26 2020
Vi
Paulina3 years ago, today 🤮🤮🤮
7:34 PM
ViLove it with the white sandals
10:57 PM
SATURDAY, JUNE 27 2020
Vi
PaulinaIf u brought a bag of potatoes I bet Isaac wouldn’t steal them
12:16 AM
ViHe wouldn't lol
12:29 AM
Vi[photo]12:29 AM
Vi[photo]12:29 AM
ViI'm bringing chicken
12:29 AM
ViI knowwww. It looked so good
8:10 PM
SUNDAY, JUNE 28 2020
Vi
PaulinaWell yeah that’s the kind he got when I was pregnant and I told him to save at least one for me for when I wasn’t. So technically that is mine
1:05 AM
PaulinaI think he had like 5 or 6 and he ate one or two saved one for me and the rest he just gave out
1:05 AM
ViSave it for a rainy day
1:18 AM
PaulinaSaving it for when grandma can watch the baby and cassidy.
1:22 AM
PaulinaIn the past when we’ve agreed him to baby sit me and he wasn’t gonna do anything he totally ruined my trips. I’d rather just do it alone at this point.
1:23 AM
PaulinaJust wanna vibe on my own.
1:24 AM
ViOh like, ur high and hes not so it brings you down or he just does all the wrong things while your vibing
1:36 AM
ViAt this point oyo sounds good. You've done stuff to know what to expect
1:37 AM
ViI really want to hunt down some shrooms
1:37 AM
Vi[photo]1:37 AM
PaulinaIs that a real slang or u made it up
1:39 AM
ViIr watching herstory
1:39 AM
ViGurl, u bonk your head
1:39 AM
PaulinaYes I get cuntcussion
1:39 AM
ViYou should see someone about that
1:40 AM
ViA hot nurse, they always fix stuff
1:41 AM
PaulinaBack to the cass ruining trips, I think subconsciously he’s like mad he isn’t tripping and so he purposely does things to make my trip bad out of spite. There’s been maybe like only two times he’s done it but that’s enough for me to learn my lesson
1:41 AM
ViProbably. He likes all that shit. But thats mega lame if thats it. Because he's supossed to make sure your good
1:42 AM
PaulinaWhen I visit Portland we just gonna trip so I don’t have to deal with his shit lol
1:42 AM
ViHanna messed me up on a trip once. She kept talking about depressing ass shit while i was comming down and it made me feel so bad
1:42 AM
PaulinaUgh that sucksss
1:43 AM
ViI was like" i really loved myself ealier today and now i just hate myself"
1:43 AM
PaulinaWhat a poop
1:43 AM
ViShe tried to get me to look her in the eyes? And i was feeling super uncomfortable, i think she was trying to "connect or something"
1:44 AM
PaulinaOof. Weirdo move right there
1:44 AM
ViAnd i tried and had to look away becuase her eyes got huge and deep. Honestly kinda terrifying
1:45 AM
ViAnd then when i loom away shes like
1:45 AM
Vi"You can't do it vicky"
1:45 AM
PaulinaWhat were u tripping on
1:45 AM
ViWho tf says that
1:45 AM
ViIt was my first time
1:45 AM
PaulinaThat’s some fuckboy shit lol
1:45 AM
ViAlso tf? That wasnt her first time why did she say that
1:45 AM
PaulinaShe should go to jail for that
1:46 AM
ViI've never done molly
1:46 AM
ViShes been there
1:46 AM
ViWe watched wild n out together for a sec and shes like, they played this alot at the jail i was at
1:46 AM
ViMaybe we could vibe out when you come to town
1:47 AM
ViI won't bring you down lolol
1:47 AM
PaulinaLol did u say “keep that to yourself” when she said that
1:47 AM
ViIts just dumb. Like she came from a nice family and wanted to stir up so much shit. Shes obviously got some weird ass issues she needs to talk to someone about
1:49 AM
PaulinaLol what if one day you finally snap and she’s just going on about like her day and you cut her off with “don’t talk to me.”
1:49 AM
ViFuckn cold. I think shed be like wtf? Or probably ask if i was okay
1:50 AM
ViI miss old hanna but she kinda sucked too.
1:50 AM
PaulinaNiceish family they sound like they got some issues going on there. They’re financially good but idk man brad and Lisa have their own demons
1:50 AM
ViBrad is like TOO MUCH, anger issues
1:51 AM
ViLisa is PASSIVE AGRESSIVE and refuses to talk about finaces or shit she doesn't want to talk about
1:51 AM
ViProbably didn't help not having brad around all the time
1:52 AM
ViAlso lisa belives in letting kids do what they want so not a ton of rules and she babies them. Brad and lisa are actually paying for chases wedding. I find that kinda ridiculous
1:53 AM
PaulinaOh why ridiculous? Idk that seems normalish to me. In Mexican culture parents and godparents chip in for weddings and quinceñeras and shit
1:58 AM
ViI dunno. Hes the one who asked her, it shouldn't be stressing brad out
2:00 AM
ViLike, he already works to support everything else
2:00 AM
ViThey pay for his car payments
2:00 AM
ViThey're paying off hannas debt that she racked up from drug bs
2:00 AM
PaulinaAh so theyre paying for it but the parents are struggling already
2:00 AM
PaulinaGotcha that makes sense
2:01 AM
ViYeah. They're in alot of debt and lisa refuses to talk to brad about money
2:01 AM
PaulinaThat’s nuts
2:01 AM
ViLike i get familys help pay but its supossed to be the father of the bride
2:01 AM
ViAt least thats how I've learned how it goes
2:01 AM
PaulinaAre the other set of parents paying for anything?
2:02 AM
ViI don't know. Hopefully?
2:02 AM
PaulinaShooot that’s like more fuel to the fire
2:02 AM
PaulinaLife is just one big dumpster fire that keeps getting bigger
2:02 AM
ViI just feek for brad. Oh also hannas school they pay for books n shit
2:02 AM
ViIts just crazy.
2:03 AM
ViI wish i had me a nice set of parents like that.
2:04 AM
ViI got a out of touch black hole of a mom and a deadbeat dad who still owes me money
2:04 AM
PaulinaRight? My family ain’t do shit for me besides bring me to a strange country. I didn’t get no help with homework, learned how to do everything myself
2:05 AM
PaulinaHe owes u money like child support??
2:05 AM
PaulinaOr did u lend him money?
2:06 AM
ViYou did do alot on your own
2:07 AM
ViI remember being really impressed
2:07 AM
ViChild support. That could of really helped with some things
2:08 AM
ViI wouldn't lend that fucker money
2:08 AM
ViMy mom used to send to me to his house with food in my bag. Ravlois and top ramen. He was always mooching off women
2:09 AM
Paulina😂😂 never lend a man with Child support money
2:10 AM
PaulinaCan u do something about the child support he owes? Or is it too late?
2:10 AM
ViI don't know. I think if i go back to school i can get it for schooling but he never holds down a job long enough to have it taken out or something. Its just kinda b.s. he didn't have to put money or time or work into me and he wants my attention. Now that I'm older,jaded and have daddy issues
2:12 AM
MONDAY, JUNE 29 2020
Vi
PaulinaOoh are those cargo pants
5:02 PM
PaulinaKim possible vibes ✨
5:14 PM
ViThats how i feel
5:56 PM
PaulinaHarley is Ron stoppable
6:31 PM
ViHes way more unstoppable lol
6:42 PM
Dr. D
Paulina[photo]7:56 PM
Zimm
ZimmThe wisest of them all
10:07 PM
TUESDAY, JUNE 30 2020
Zimm
ZimmHahaha, it's either SVU or the wasted screen from GTA lol
6:32 PM
PaulinaOoh the second one would’ve been better
6:35 PM
ZimmOh I could go for a bowl of that right now
11:21 PM
WEDNESDAY, JULY 1 2020
Vi
PaulinaWhat’d u say? Also what u mean by drain washer? There’s just water sitting in it?
3:03 AM
ViI don't need Brad in here right now. I already told him off this morning. He was acting like a total ass
3:04 AM
ViAlso acting weird?
3:04 AM
ViAnd yes. It won't drain. I'm trying to watch videos to fix it
3:05 AM
ViI just put a load of clothes in
3:05 AM
PaulinaOoh I’m sorry girl. I’d ask casshole but he’s dead asleep he’d probably would’ve known what to do
3:06 AM
Vi[photo]3:06 AM
Vi[photo]3:07 AM
ViI'm looking stuff up. But thanks, lol, casshole.
3:07 AM
ViImma take the clothes out. And try to figure it out myself.
3:07 AM
PaulinaDoes it drain if you run it through a rinse cycle?
3:08 AM
ViI'm just tired. But fr dude brad stepped in dog shit yesterday and he was outside with his shoe off and i picked it up because i was confused why his shoe was so far. BAD VIBE BRAD yanks his shoe out of my hand and storms off while harley was tryna talk to him
3:08 AM
ViNah. I tried thay
3:09 AM
ViMaybe its cloggef
3:09 AM
ViA sensor could be out
3:09 AM
PaulinaOh wow sounds crazy.
3:10 AM
ViI came home yesterday. And brad was in the backyard. Hanna left to go get altals. So it was just me and brad. I was in our room ( the garage) and hear a knock on the door but its not that loud. So ugh i go to answer it but i don't have enough time before he opens it and hes spooked to see me? And apologizes. But i just say whatever and get the door closed
3:12 AM
ViBut he was in a towel?
3:12 AM
ViLike, whyy are you knocking on our door half naked
3:12 AM
ViAnd being rude yanking things out of my hands.
3:13 AM
ViHe doesn't need to scan the house or shower a jerk off. Hes got a room. It just gave me weird vibes.
3:13 AM
PaulinaHe wanted u to see his long shlong
3:13 AM
PaulinaHis third leg if you will
3:13 AM
ViAll i coul think about it that cat that says long johns
3:14 AM
ViLike, thats weird tho, right?
3:14 AM
PaulinaLol I know what cat ur talking about
3:14 AM
PaulinaHmm idk it’s his house he probably was trying to double check no one was there
3:15 AM
ViI guess i could see that but he kinda just acts off sometimes and he talks about women kinda fucked up so i don't think i trust him totally
3:16 AM
PaulinaYou said he seemed spooked idk why he’d knock to pretend to be startled lol
3:17 AM
PaulinaUnless that is the type of person he is
3:17 AM
ViHis son did make those pics
3:18 AM
ViMaybe he gets it from brad
3:18 AM
PaulinaLol passes down from generation to generation
3:18 AM
PaulinaWhite people just be out n wildin through they bloodlines
3:19 AM
ViMore like mini predator
3:19 AM
ViBut then he tried to apologize ealier after i told him not to yank things out of my hands and not to walk away of we're trying to talk
3:19 AM
ViBut he like caught me in the doorway and told him i didn't have time to talk ( i was going to a job with harley) and he goes " you don't have time or you don't want to) winks? Tires to hug me.. i told him thanks but i don't want that right now got my stuff and left
3:21 AM
ViIt was so uncomfortable
3:21 AM
Vi I don't like the way he was blocking me
3:22 AM
PaulinaEwww what a creep move
3:22 AM
PaulinaSo fkn weird
3:22 AM
PaulinaMaybe brigg up to Lisa? Idk what I would do there
3:23 AM
ViIts just like, hard becuase you don't know if your looking too hard for something or if something is wrong
3:23 AM
ViBut i would rather be cautious. I don't trust people
3:24 AM
Viyou can apologize without putting your hands on me.
3:25 AM
PaulinaYeah I feel you
3:25 AM
ViI'm kinda just over people making me feel uncomfortable like that.
3:26 AM
ViThat was just alot with him though
3:26 AM
ViHows your day? Anything interesting happen?
3:27 AM
PaulinaYeah it’s bullshit to be put in those positions. Makes you feel weak and like stupid.
3:30 AM
PaulinaJust getting back into Stay at home life and having mild existential crisis. Just gotta get back on the swing of things
3:32 AM
ViYeah, exactly. I don't like feeling less than.
3:35 AM
Vi[photo]3:36 AM
ViOh those are fun,
3:36 AM
Vi[photo]3:37 AM
PaulinaHow it feels to go to the gym to get your fat ass into shape and be surrounded by skinny beautiful people
8:25 PM
ViFr. They pretty
11:12 PM
ViI always feel like I'm in a cult sacrifice when i go into the elevator
11:12 PM
PaulinaYeah it was kinda creepy too haha
11:36 PM
THURSDAY, JULY 2 2020
Vi
PaulinaWhat that bitch had to say about herself?
1:16 AM
ViPretty much nothing
1:17 AM
ViBecause I'm right
1:17 AM
ViIt was hard to talk to people for me. Especially after my mom and how bad that blew up
1:17 AM
PaulinaSo what she just shrugged it off walked away?
1:18 AM
ViI told her i don't want to hear her dad complain about her anymore, how you should be more mindful of the people around you and all they do for you. I brought up how her mom wanted half custody and said it makes sense from what I've seen with lisa ALWAYS being with atlas in the morning. I told her i don't want to feel stupid cleaning while she plays video games. I told her i wanna see a 23 year old woman not a 15 year old with a two year old
1:20 AM
ViI told her it makes me resentful and i don't want to feel those feelings and not express them
1:20 AM
ViI told her i love and care about her. I said i don't want her to get stagnant. I said how can you be a mom if yours still takes care of you
1:21 AM
ViThen i made her clean the living room with me. It took less than 5 mins and made a wolrd of difference
1:21 AM
ViI told her to be better and try.
1:22 AM
ViI also told her that i want to hangout with her but i can't justify us going out and having fun with how i feel about her. I told her i want to be her friend but i can't if she doesn't grow up
1:23 AM
ViI told her I'm not trying to hurt her feelings. I'm just having a really REAL talk
1:23 AM
ViSo brad bitched about hanna not cleaning the living room before this and it set off this convo. So she did "clean" i guess. All she did was clean one tiny corner of the mess
1:24 AM
ViShe was like " i didn't not clean anything, i picked up that" instert least amount of effort
1:25 AM
ViTo clean a tiny rack thing
1:25 AM
ViThen i go dude. And i look at the rest of the room and i told her
1:25 AM
ViThose are excuses
1:25 AM
ViI think i left her speechless. I asked if she had anything to say and she said they're just gonna sound like excuses
1:26 AM
ViWhich i know they are
1:26 AM
ViIt was hard and made me feel really sick but I'm happy its off my mind. It was really bad on me
1:27 AM
ViI also told her i worry about her and atlas
1:27 AM
ViAnd if i caught you doing half the stuff she does i wouldn't talk to you anymore
1:27 AM
PaulinaMakes sense to me. I hope she process some of that
1:28 AM
ViI hope it means more comming from a friend who doesn't always say things
1:29 AM
PaulinaYeah gotta do a reality check after that
1:29 AM
ViI hope it sinks in because if not imma turn into an asshole real quick
1:30 AM
ViBut if thats the way it is. That's the way it is
1:30 AM
ViFuck man. I had to tell brad and hanna off
1:31 AM
ViLISA would pretty much be the Boss if this were a videogame 🤣🤣🤣
1:31 AM
ViShe'd be hardest to have a talk with because shes got the strongest superpower
1:32 AM
PaulinaIdk why but she always seemed kinda intimidating
1:36 AM
ViLisa has a bitch face when shes chilling, chase had it too
3:24 AM
Vi[photo]3:48 AM
Zimm
PaulinaThat girl looks so familiar
1:20 PM
Vi
Zimm
ZimmApparently she's in The Crown?
7:36 PM
PaulinaOH! She was on like YouTube stuff I’ve seen and follow her on insta
7:37 PM
ZimmShe's a cutie for sure.
8:22 PM
FRIDAY, JULY 3 2020
Zimm
PaulinaYeah she is super pretty but She seems legit psycho haha
12:13 AM
PaulinaPisces girl
12:13 AM
ZimmCute psycho. If she gives you those wide baby blues, either run away or drop your pants lol
1:10 AM