June 24 – July 3, 2020
THURSDAY, JUNE 25 2020
Vi
Vi
Have you always had that?
12:09 AM
Paulina
Had what?
12:29 AM
Vi
Skin tag
1:33 AM
Vi
I have one on my nipplw
1:33 AM
Vi
Nipple
1:33 AM
Paulina
Ooooh. No I think I got it/ noticed it 2 years ago but I renoticed it this year and was like wtf why I have this.
1:37 AM
Paulina
I hear people clip them off with skin tags
1:38 AM
Vi
Themselves??
1:49 AM
Vi
Or doctor?
1:49 AM
Paulina
Themselves with nail clippers
1:53 AM
Paulina
🤢 🤢 🤮
1:53 AM
Vi
Nooooooo
2:00 AM
Vi
Ouf
2:00 AM
Vi
I guess you could if you wanted
2:01 AM
Paulina
Yeah I guess. I wouldn’t put nail clippers anywhere near where we have skin tags tho
2:18 AM
Vi
That seems not safe but for real how much you think they charge to do et?
2:39 AM
Vi
Yeeah no
2:39 AM
Vi
When i was younger i did think i could pinch the one on my nipple off
2:40 AM
Vi
It didn't work
2:40 AM
Paulina
Hmmm. Idk. I don’t think insurance would cover it probably because it’s aesthetic
3:00 AM
Paulina
Omg what did she chomp??
3:00 AM
Paulina
Spider
3:00 AM
Paulina[photo]3:01 AM
Vi
Damnnnn
4:17 AM
Vi
Toenail clippers it is
4:17 AM
Vi
She chomped a moth
4:19 AM
Paulina
Lol *mamas gonna eat good tuhnite
7:49 PM
Zimm
Zimm
Hahahaha, any alcohol accompanying that dish?
8:53 PM
Paulina
No just worn out. #mom life
9:33 PM
Zimm
I feel it, 50hrs first week back to work. # server life
9:36 PM
Vi
Vi
Wowowow 😭😭😭👌
9:52 PM
FRIDAY, JUNE 26 2020
Vi
Paulina
3 years ago, today 🤮🤮🤮
7:34 PM
Vi
Love it with the white sandals
10:57 PM
SATURDAY, JUNE 27 2020
Vi
Paulina
If u brought a bag of potatoes I bet Isaac wouldn’t steal them
12:16 AM
Vi
Nah.
12:28 AM
Vi
He wouldn't lol
12:29 AM
Vi[photo]12:29 AM
Vi[photo]12:29 AM
Vi
I'm bringing chicken
12:29 AM
Vi
I knowwww. It looked so good
8:10 PM
SUNDAY, JUNE 28 2020
Vi
Vi
Lolkk
12:49 AM
Paulina
Well yeah that’s the kind he got when I was pregnant and I told him to save at least one for me for when I wasn’t. So technically that is mine
1:05 AM
Paulina
I think he had like 5 or 6 and he ate one or two saved one for me and the rest he just gave out
1:05 AM
Vi
Dope
1:17 AM
Vi
Save it for a rainy day
1:18 AM
Paulina
Saving it for when grandma can watch the baby and cassidy.
1:22 AM
Paulina
In the past when we’ve agreed him to baby sit me and he wasn’t gonna do anything he totally ruined my trips. I’d rather just do it alone at this point.
1:23 AM
Paulina
Just wanna vibe on my own.
1:24 AM
Vi
Oh like, ur high and hes not so it brings you down or he just does all the wrong things while your vibing
1:36 AM
Vi
At this point oyo sounds good. You've done stuff to know what to expect
1:37 AM
Vi
I really want to hunt down some shrooms
1:37 AM
Vi[photo]1:37 AM
Paulina
Oyo?
1:38 AM
Vi
VIBES
1:38 AM
Vi
On your own
1:38 AM
Vi
Oyo
1:38 AM
Paulina
Ooh
1:38 AM
Paulina
Is that a real slang or u made it up
1:39 AM
Vi
I made it up
1:39 AM
Vi
Right now
1:39 AM
Paulina
Lol!!
1:39 AM
Paulina
Liar
1:39 AM
Vi
Ir watching herstory
1:39 AM
Vi
Whhat
1:39 AM
Vi
Gurl, u bonk your head
1:39 AM
Vi
Lolol
1:39 AM
Paulina
Yes I get cuntcussion
1:39 AM
Vi
You should see someone about that
1:40 AM
Vi
A hot nurse, they always fix stuff
1:41 AM
Paulina
Back to the cass ruining trips, I think subconsciously he’s like mad he isn’t tripping and so he purposely does things to make my trip bad out of spite. There’s been maybe like only two times he’s done it but that’s enough for me to learn my lesson
1:41 AM
Vi
Probably. He likes all that shit. But thats mega lame if thats it. Because he's supossed to make sure your good
1:42 AM
Paulina
When I visit Portland we just gonna trip so I don’t have to deal with his shit lol
1:42 AM
Vi
Hanna messed me up on a trip once. She kept talking about depressing ass shit while i was comming down and it made me feel so bad
1:42 AM
Paulina
Ugh that sucksss
1:43 AM
Vi
I was like" i really loved myself ealier today and now i just hate myself"
1:43 AM
Paulina
What a poop
1:43 AM
Vi
She tried to get me to look her in the eyes? And i was feeling super uncomfortable, i think she was trying to "connect or something"
1:44 AM
Paulina
Oof. Weirdo move right there
1:44 AM
Vi
And i tried and had to look away becuase her eyes got huge and deep. Honestly kinda terrifying
1:45 AM
Vi
And then when i loom away shes like
1:45 AM
Vi
"You can't do it vicky"
1:45 AM
Paulina
What were u tripping on
1:45 AM
Vi
Who tf says that
1:45 AM
Vi
Shrooms
1:45 AM
Paulina
Ugh omg
1:45 AM
Vi
It was my first time
1:45 AM
Paulina
That’s some fuckboy shit lol
1:45 AM
Vi
Also tf? That wasnt her first time why did she say that
1:45 AM
Paulina
She should go to jail for that
1:46 AM
Vi
I've never done molly
1:46 AM
Vi
Shes been there
1:46 AM
Paulina
Me neither
1:46 AM
Vi
We watched wild n out together for a sec and shes like, they played this alot at the jail i was at
1:46 AM
Vi
Maybe we could vibe out when you come to town
1:47 AM
Vi
I won't bring you down lolol
1:47 AM
Paulina
Lol did u say “keep that to yourself” when she said that
1:47 AM
Vi
No lol
1:48 AM
Vi
Its just dumb. Like she came from a nice family and wanted to stir up so much shit. Shes obviously got some weird ass issues she needs to talk to someone about
1:49 AM
Paulina
Lol what if one day you finally snap and she’s just going on about like her day and you cut her off with “don’t talk to me.”
1:49 AM
Vi
Damn
1:49 AM
Vi
Fuckn cold. I think shed be like wtf? Or probably ask if i was okay
1:50 AM
Vi
I miss old hanna but she kinda sucked too.
1:50 AM
Paulina
Niceish family they sound like they got some issues going on there. They’re financially good but idk man brad and Lisa have their own demons
1:50 AM
Vi
Brad is like TOO MUCH, anger issues
1:51 AM
Vi
Lisa is PASSIVE AGRESSIVE and refuses to talk about finaces or shit she doesn't want to talk about
1:51 AM
Vi
Probably didn't help not having brad around all the time
1:52 AM
Vi
Also lisa belives in letting kids do what they want so not a ton of rules and she babies them. Brad and lisa are actually paying for chases wedding. I find that kinda ridiculous
1:53 AM
Paulina
Oh why ridiculous? Idk that seems normalish to me. In Mexican culture parents and godparents chip in for weddings and quinceñeras and shit
1:58 AM
Vi
I dunno. Hes the one who asked her, it shouldn't be stressing brad out
2:00 AM
Vi
Like, he already works to support everything else
2:00 AM
Vi
They pay for his car payments
2:00 AM
Vi
They're paying off hannas debt that she racked up from drug bs
2:00 AM
Paulina
Ah so theyre paying for it but the parents are struggling already
2:00 AM
Paulina
Gotcha that makes sense
2:01 AM
Vi
Yeah. They're in alot of debt and lisa refuses to talk to brad about money
2:01 AM
Paulina
That’s nuts
2:01 AM
Vi
Like i get familys help pay but its supossed to be the father of the bride
2:01 AM
Vi
At least thats how I've learned how it goes
2:01 AM
Paulina
Are the other set of parents paying for anything?
2:02 AM
Vi
I don't know. Hopefully?
2:02 AM
Paulina
Shooot that’s like more fuel to the fire
2:02 AM
Paulina
Life is just one big dumpster fire that keeps getting bigger
2:02 AM
Vi
I just feek for brad. Oh also hannas school they pay for books n shit
2:02 AM
Vi
Its just crazy.
2:03 AM
Vi
I wish i had me a nice set of parents like that.
2:04 AM
Vi
I got a out of touch black hole of a mom and a deadbeat dad who still owes me money
2:04 AM
Paulina
Right? My family ain’t do shit for me besides bring me to a strange country. I didn’t get no help with homework, learned how to do everything myself
2:05 AM
Paulina
He owes u money like child support??
2:05 AM
Paulina
Or did u lend him money?
2:06 AM
Vi
You did do alot on your own
2:07 AM
Vi
I remember being really impressed
2:07 AM
Vi
Child support. That could of really helped with some things
2:08 AM
Vi
HELL NAH lol
2:08 AM
Vi
I wouldn't lend that fucker money
2:08 AM
Vi
My mom used to send to me to his house with food in my bag. Ravlois and top ramen. He was always mooching off women
2:09 AM
Paulina
😂😂 never lend a man with Child support money
2:10 AM
Paulina
Can u do something about the child support he owes? Or is it too late?
2:10 AM
Vi
I don't know. I think if i go back to school i can get it for schooling but he never holds down a job long enough to have it taken out or something. Its just kinda b.s. he didn't have to put money or time or work into me and he wants my attention. Now that I'm older,jaded and have daddy issues
2:12 AM
Vi
LOLOL
2:12 AM
MONDAY, JUNE 29 2020
Vi
Paulina
Ooh are those cargo pants
5:02 PM
Vi
Yeahhh!
5:12 PM
Vi
I.like then
5:12 PM
Vi
Them
5:12 PM
Paulina
Kim possible vibes ✨
5:14 PM
Vi
Fosho
5:56 PM
Vi
Thats how i feel
5:56 PM
Paulina
Harley is Ron stoppable
6:31 PM
Vi
Hes way more unstoppable lol
6:42 PM
Dr. D
Paulina[photo]7:56 PM
Zimm
Zimm
The wisest of them all
10:07 PM
TUESDAY, JUNE 30 2020
Zimm
Zimm
Hahaha, it's either SVU or the wasted screen from GTA lol
6:32 PM
Paulina
Ooh the second one would’ve been better
6:35 PM
Zimm
Oh I could go for a bowl of that right now
11:21 PM
WEDNESDAY, JULY 1 2020
Vi
Paulina
What’d u say? Also what u mean by drain washer? There’s just water sitting in it?
3:03 AM
Vi
I don't need Brad in here right now. I already told him off this morning. He was acting like a total ass
3:04 AM
Vi
Also acting weird?
3:04 AM
Vi
And yes. It won't drain. I'm trying to watch videos to fix it
3:05 AM
Vi
I just put a load of clothes in
3:05 AM
Paulina
Ooh I’m sorry girl. I’d ask casshole but he’s dead asleep he’d probably would’ve known what to do
3:06 AM
Vi[photo]3:06 AM
Vi[photo]3:07 AM
Vi
I'm looking stuff up. But thanks, lol, casshole.
3:07 AM
Vi
Imma take the clothes out. And try to figure it out myself.
3:07 AM
Paulina
Does it drain if you run it through a rinse cycle?
3:08 AM
Vi
I'm just tired. But fr dude brad stepped in dog shit yesterday and he was outside with his shoe off and i picked it up because i was confused why his shoe was so far. BAD VIBE BRAD yanks his shoe out of my hand and storms off while harley was tryna talk to him
3:08 AM
Vi
Nah. I tried thay
3:09 AM
Vi
That
3:09 AM
Vi
Maybe its cloggef
3:09 AM
Vi
Clogged
3:09 AM
Vi
A sensor could be out
3:09 AM
Paulina
Oh wow sounds crazy.
3:10 AM
Vi
Also dude
3:10 AM
Vi
I came home yesterday. And brad was in the backyard. Hanna left to go get altals. So it was just me and brad. I was in our room ( the garage) and hear a knock on the door but its not that loud. So ugh i go to answer it but i don't have enough time before he opens it and hes spooked to see me? And apologizes. But i just say whatever and get the door closed
3:12 AM
Vi
But he was in a towel?
3:12 AM
Vi
Like, whyy are you knocking on our door half naked
3:12 AM
Vi
And being rude yanking things out of my hands.
3:13 AM
Vi
He doesn't need to scan the house or shower a jerk off. Hes got a room. It just gave me weird vibes.
3:13 AM
Paulina
He wanted u to see his long shlong
3:13 AM
Vi
Gross
3:13 AM
Paulina
His third leg if you will
3:13 AM
Vi
All i coul think about it that cat that says long johns
3:14 AM
Vi
Grosser
3:14 AM
Vi
🤢
3:14 AM
Vi
Like, thats weird tho, right?
3:14 AM
Paulina
Lol I know what cat ur talking about
3:14 AM
Vi
😭🤣
3:14 AM
Paulina
Hmm idk it’s his house he probably was trying to double check no one was there
3:15 AM
Vi
I dunno.
3:15 AM
Vi
I guess i could see that but he kinda just acts off sometimes and he talks about women kinda fucked up so i don't think i trust him totally
3:16 AM
Paulina
You said he seemed spooked idk why he’d knock to pretend to be startled lol
3:17 AM
Paulina
Unless that is the type of person he is
3:17 AM
Vi
His son did make those pics
3:18 AM
Vi
Maybe he gets it from brad
3:18 AM
Paulina
Lol passes down from generation to generation
3:18 AM
Vi
Freak a lik
3:19 AM
Paulina
White people just be out n wildin through they bloodlines
3:19 AM
Vi
More like mini predator
3:19 AM
Vi
Tru
3:19 AM
Vi
But then he tried to apologize ealier after i told him not to yank things out of my hands and not to walk away of we're trying to talk
3:19 AM
Vi
But he like caught me in the doorway and told him i didn't have time to talk ( i was going to a job with harley) and he goes " you don't have time or you don't want to) winks? Tires to hug me.. i told him thanks but i don't want that right now got my stuff and left
3:21 AM
Vi
It was so uncomfortable
3:21 AM
Vi
I don't like the way he was blocking me
3:22 AM
Vi
Ughhh
3:22 AM
Paulina
Ewww what a creep move
3:22 AM
Paulina
So fkn weird
3:22 AM
Paulina
Maybe brigg up to Lisa? Idk what I would do there
3:23 AM
Vi
Its just like, hard becuase you don't know if your looking too hard for something or if something is wrong
3:23 AM
Vi
But i would rather be cautious. I don't trust people
3:24 AM
Vi
you can apologize without putting your hands on me.
3:25 AM
Paulina
Yeah I feel you
3:25 AM
Vi
I'm kinda just over people making me feel uncomfortable like that.
3:26 AM
Vi
That was just alot with him though
3:26 AM
Vi
Hows your day? Anything interesting happen?
3:27 AM
Paulina
Yeah it’s bullshit to be put in those positions. Makes you feel weak and like stupid.
3:30 AM
Paulina
Just getting back into Stay at home life and having mild existential crisis. Just gotta get back on the swing of things
3:32 AM
Vi
Yeah, exactly. I don't like feeling less than.
3:35 AM
Vi[photo]3:36 AM
Vi
Oh those are fun,
3:36 AM
Vi[photo]3:37 AM
Vi
Oh wowowo
6:47 PM
Paulina
How it feels to go to the gym to get your fat ass into shape and be surrounded by skinny beautiful people
8:25 PM
Vi
Fr. They pretty
11:12 PM
Vi
I always feel like I'm in a cult sacrifice when i go into the elevator
11:12 PM
Paulina
Yeah it was kinda creepy too haha
11:36 PM
Vi
Deffs
11:37 PM
THURSDAY, JULY 2 2020
Vi
Paulina
What that bitch had to say about herself?
1:16 AM
Vi
Pretty much nothing
1:17 AM
Vi
Because I'm right
1:17 AM
Vi
It was hard to talk to people for me. Especially after my mom and how bad that blew up
1:17 AM
Paulina
So what she just shrugged it off walked away?
1:18 AM
Vi
I told her i don't want to hear her dad complain about her anymore, how you should be more mindful of the people around you and all they do for you. I brought up how her mom wanted half custody and said it makes sense from what I've seen with lisa ALWAYS being with atlas in the morning. I told her i don't want to feel stupid cleaning while she plays video games. I told her i wanna see a 23 year old woman not a 15 year old with a two year old
1:20 AM
Vi
I told her it makes me resentful and i don't want to feel those feelings and not express them
1:20 AM
Vi
I told her i love and care about her. I said i don't want her to get stagnant. I said how can you be a mom if yours still takes care of you
1:21 AM
Vi
Then i made her clean the living room with me. It took less than 5 mins and made a wolrd of difference
1:21 AM
Vi
I told her to be better and try.
1:22 AM
Vi
I also told her that i want to hangout with her but i can't justify us going out and having fun with how i feel about her. I told her i want to be her friend but i can't if she doesn't grow up
1:23 AM
Vi
I told her I'm not trying to hurt her feelings. I'm just having a really REAL talk
1:23 AM
Vi
So brad bitched about hanna not cleaning the living room before this and it set off this convo. So she did "clean" i guess. All she did was clean one tiny corner of the mess
1:24 AM
Vi
She was like " i didn't not clean anything, i picked up that" instert least amount of effort
1:25 AM
Vi
To clean a tiny rack thing
1:25 AM
Vi
Then i go dude. And i look at the rest of the room and i told her
1:25 AM
Vi
Those are excuses
1:25 AM
Vi
I think i left her speechless. I asked if she had anything to say and she said they're just gonna sound like excuses
1:26 AM
Vi
Which i know they are
1:26 AM
Vi
It was hard and made me feel really sick but I'm happy its off my mind. It was really bad on me
1:27 AM
Vi
I also told her i worry about her and atlas
1:27 AM
Vi
And if i caught you doing half the stuff she does i wouldn't talk to you anymore
1:27 AM
Vi
The end.
1:27 AM
Paulina
Makes sense to me. I hope she process some of that
1:28 AM
Vi
I hope it means more comming from a friend who doesn't always say things
1:29 AM
Paulina
Yeah gotta do a reality check after that
1:29 AM
Vi
I hope it sinks in because if not imma turn into an asshole real quick
1:30 AM
Vi
But if thats the way it is. That's the way it is
1:30 AM
Vi
Fuck man. I had to tell brad and hanna off
1:31 AM
Vi
LISA would pretty much be the Boss if this were a videogame 🤣🤣🤣
1:31 AM
Vi
She'd be hardest to have a talk with because shes got the strongest superpower
1:32 AM
Vi
NOT LISTENING
1:32 AM
Paulina
Idk why but she always seemed kinda intimidating
1:36 AM
Vi
Lisa?
3:24 AM
Vi
Ir hanna?
3:24 AM
Vi
Lisa has a bitch face when shes chilling, chase had it too
3:24 AM
Vi[photo]3:48 AM
Zimm
Paulina
That girl looks so familiar
1:20 PM
Vi
Paulina
Lisa.
1:21 PM
Vi
Lololol
2:27 PM
Zimm
Zimm
Apparently she's in The Crown?
7:36 PM
Paulina
OH! She was on like YouTube stuff I’ve seen and follow her on insta
7:37 PM
Zimm
Oh for real?
8:22 PM
Zimm
She's a cutie for sure.
8:22 PM
FRIDAY, JULY 3 2020
Zimm
Paulina
Yeah she is super pretty but She seems legit psycho haha
12:13 AM
Paulina
Pisces girl
12:13 AM
Zimm
Cute psycho. If she gives you those wide baby blues, either run away or drop your pants lol
1:10 AM